numb

[beanpoophead]

not sure if any of you will remember, i used to post lots on here.... havent written in awhile. a permanent writing block perhaps?

anyways, i wrote this yesterday.... ive been facing a lot of struggles lately... a guy from my high school passed away on monday... and another one of my friends is in a coma.... two different unrelated drunk driving accidents in under a week and a half....

beer and chain smoking
its midnight - i can see it in the frosty moon
all of these feelings of being numb
are somehow comforting
cold fingers pressing on warm lips
to silence words that cause blood to boil
and souls to implode one by one

imagining the hurt
as i realize it is what i feel
somewhere buried six feet under, is purpose
to all of the madness dripping down
like the sound of blood on concrete
where hope escaped like my faith
and memories cut like unbroken glass

sleeping in all of my dreams
if someone else cant be great, why should i?
we should have listened when
all of those people told us "life just isnt fair"
but right is wrong when death claims souls
that never had a chance to die
and we will all just go on
numb.

 

[cherub]

frist how could we forget you ???

great piece you have written,, i think we all go through those writter blocks, but i am glad to see you back around.

definately a moving and heartfelt piece. Sorry for your struggles right now, i am glad you came here.. we missed you. Hugs

 

[Cosmic Mist]

i remember you too... i think you were posting a lot at the same time i was posting a lot. Welcome back.

It's strange how these things happen isn't it? My ex a few years ago lot 3 of her friends to two different drink driving accidents, right in the middle of her end of high school exams too. These times are hard, but you will survive. We all do.

Sorry i'm not more insightful. Our thoughts are with you though.

 

[katmeow]

Nice to see your return, although it always seems to be the tough times that inspire the beautiful words.

xx