this site is sooooo confusing. posted thread on wrong forum and i think sumone took what i said wrong. trying soo hard to fit in i always am the nu shy girl in the bk that wont tlk to no one, no wonder ive been on H for years thats the only way i culd feel normal and hve enough guts to speak up. my brain just doesnt wrk w out H i dnt kno y, it makes me forget ALL my mistakes and guilt and then i WAKE UP. lonely and scared.

