hi there, i am new myself, and wanted to introduce myself. re; opiates
my drug of choice! re;methadone...I have known a lot of people (in life, not online) who got just as sprung on methadone as they were on dilaudids or heroin. I have only tried it, so i don't know. I never got it from a clinic. I do know one of those big methadone pills (got on the street)broken into 4 pieces could get me thru 4 days of withdrawal . I have done suboxone-under a doctors care, for a couple of years i was on it. And coming off of that was not easy psychologically for me. but at least i did not have all the physical symptoms. I am not on suboxone now, as there is no doctor in my town available to prescribe at this time. apparently each prescribing doc can only see a certain number of patients. both docs i used to see got busted for seeing to many patients . I wondered why they only took cash and no insurance! anyway depending on your level of addiction, suboxone is a really helpful drug. What i noticed is that over time LESS IS MORE...now what drug can you say that about?
So if you start at 16 mg, over time 8 mg will have the same effect as 16. there is no point in taking more because it won't get you "high"
it just takes the craving away, it really takes the craving away. And gives you energy. To me it should be prescribed as an antidepressant for opiate addicts. I bet in a few more years it will be widely available.
Anyway .... the drug comes in a film that dissolves under your tongue. When my doctor got busted I had 3 or 4 strips (8mg ea) left.
I dosed myself from 4mg, to 3, to 2 to 1. Then with that last strip I got some little scissors, and a magnifier. I cut the strip I had left into 12 pieces. they did not come out even so i arranged them largest to smallest. took the biggest piece on day 1 and the smallest piece on day 12. and that is all she wrote. i felt depressed...but not sick. I am still on zoloft for depression, but I was on antidepressant before i ever used opiates or suboxone.
I would look into suboxone as well as methadone. But hey, I am no doctor, I am just another opiate lover. I like vicodin, oxys if I can find them and i have snorted heroin, a bag a day. I have not IVed. Welcome to Bluelight!