Brian.Badonde
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Jun 17, 2010
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I have just taken 25mg orally and I really regret it. I am feeling extreme anxiety paranoia, on the verge of psychosis, imagining a Medusa snake woman in my room but not quite seeing her.
13:00 - took 2mg for allergy test
13:40 - took 25mg orally (wrapped in rizla)
13:45 - hands feeling a little sweaty
13:50 - hands very sweaty and heart is going, slight paranoia and anxiety
14:00 - feet and hands very sweaty now. extreme worry, panic attack and i am on the verge of psychosis. i feel like i can almost see weird things in my room
14:10 - the feeling is getting real bad now. Shoving fingers down throat forcing myself to sick it up. Ive sicked up about 30% of my stomach i cant do anymore.
14:30 - still feeling apart from this world and major anxiety, suicidal thoughts
15:00 (now) - feeling a little bit better now, heartbeat is above normal still, mildly sweaty hands and feet, heart palpitations.
I am thinking about forcing myself to be sick some more? I am still feeling on the edge of losing myself.
Should i try and force more sick? I'm really fucking scared shitless right now
13:00 - took 2mg for allergy test
13:40 - took 25mg orally (wrapped in rizla)
13:45 - hands feeling a little sweaty
13:50 - hands very sweaty and heart is going, slight paranoia and anxiety
14:00 - feet and hands very sweaty now. extreme worry, panic attack and i am on the verge of psychosis. i feel like i can almost see weird things in my room
14:10 - the feeling is getting real bad now. Shoving fingers down throat forcing myself to sick it up. Ive sicked up about 30% of my stomach i cant do anymore.
14:30 - still feeling apart from this world and major anxiety, suicidal thoughts
15:00 (now) - feeling a little bit better now, heartbeat is above normal still, mildly sweaty hands and feet, heart palpitations.
I am thinking about forcing myself to be sick some more? I am still feeling on the edge of losing myself.
Should i try and force more sick? I'm really fucking scared shitless right now
