.:[{*now.i.know*}]:.

[-tears-for-you-]

i don't know
if you can see that i hang on your every word
i don't know
if you know how much you really mean to me
i don't know
if you care for me the way i care for you
i don't know
how long this will last
i don't know
if you know that i wonder if i compare to all the others before
i don't know
if i can exist without you
i don't know
if you know how much i admire you
i don't know
if you know that sometimes i lie awake and listen to you breathe
i don't know
if you know how you've changed me
i don't know
if you know that over the years, you were always the one to show me how
i don't know
if you know how much it means to me that you've always been there for me
i don't know
if you know how thankful i am for understanding me and never giving up on me during the hard times
i don't know
if you know how sorry i am for the past
i don't know
if you know how happy you really make me feel
i don't know
if you know every time you're not here..i'm thinking of you. and missing you
i don't know
if you know i'm gonna try my best not to hurt you.. but, if i do i'll hurt myself more
i don't know
if you know how long this poem could really go on
i don't know
if you know how many thing i've written about you before
i don't know
if you know how much better you can do than me
i don't know
if you know how much i enjoy "torturing" you. *wink* but, you do always get me back
i don't know
if you know that i secretly love it when you tickle me.. even though it really does tickle
i don't know
if you know some of the times when i'm 'quiet' is because of the fear of saying something dumb in front of you
i don't know
if you know that every little thing about you drives me crazy.. so crazy..
but most of all.. i don't know
how i can love someone so much, when i have so much hate for myself
however..i do know
i've never felt like this
i hope it lasts as long as it can
and, at least, now i know you know.

 

[harraser]

ask him why he likes you and that should give you some reasons to stop hating yourself. another good way to make yourself feel good is to keep writing stuff on here,reading peoples replys to your writing is one sure way to lift your mood
I loved your poem,its one lucky guy youre writing about

 

[amber ::]

how old are you?.

 

[-tears-for-you-]

15
why?

 

[harraser]

^
jeez with all these yungins around Im startin to feel old....and Im only 19!!(well I will be next Wednesday..Happy Birthday to me etc etc )

 

[-tears-for-you-]

well..
Happy Birthday!!~

 

[harraser]

thanks darlin'
a bit of blatant self promotion in another persons post, I should be ashamed of myself.....but Im not