I've had some, proper well-established supplier of mine provided 250mg in a tiny bag, dusty orange powder with some irregular, 250-500uM crusts seldom spotted within.
For me, first contact that evening was to, like usual, move the product over to glass ampulles (along with a few other quite goddamned 'hammer you properly' -gear, like DPT) - the stuff got through my skin enough to have me puke the next day. That is, when not feeling ready to faint, white as bedsheet. "Oooh we have a kicker around, I get it, let's play"......and didn't touch it for a couple of weeks. Cue my oxazepam can redlining - the Broma-beasts cage-door finally, keyed.
Aiming for max 1mg, because trust me if you have the proper product, talk about 4+mg is just total goodbye mama-territory and from where I stand a tad irresponsible to just throw out while theory-doping on a reference-level site, pioneer thread no less. That said, I'm going totally irresponsible now:
I bent a _small_ paperclip straight, dipped _the very end_ on my tongue, got "maybe a little orange colour idk" on it, (with tolerance from regular benzos, going one year daily now, starting off with alprazolam. My current dosage, switched away from Xanax with that sh
t duly noted as Keanu's bus in "Speed", to oxazepam 3x15mg totalling to no more than 35mg, that is, daily)
(+ some silly rc's like this shit in a drop bottle here next to me, alcohol, pg and should be volumetrically dosed, well I don't remember whatsitsface and drop sublingually one-two drops of the stuff straight out -
do not do this kids, I am the bad example your mum has warned about that you will meet in life - ) anyway, hands down, surprise(!) - bromazolam classes easily being the best godforbidden benzo on this earth I've ever tried and used (of dia- alpra- phena- oxa- at least) - I did not look back.
I didn't even bother to get my meagre prescription -zolams or -pams from the marmor-counter, because I could not simply care less as it got me slammed, hypnotized like a fakir's cobra and relaxed like winnie the pooh. High is abt 10-15mins onset fully, warm, so relaxed, gimme those rose-tinted glasses, functional, socially up there somewhere 'round 'nice, civilized, ....let me get that door for you'.
Yes looong onset, dosing stayed through the whole 250mg as maybe, humm, if an early evening doing my first clip-dip, at most did redose with reservations, before abandon ye all hope-lights out.
Beats oxazepam, easily diazepam(for me equals the effects of a sixpack), fenazepam because in Russia the benzos doses you - and boy compared to the bromazolam fuzz and likey, fena- describes itself probably like getting dryhumped in the sooter, and yes, for me, better than Xanax. Better hypnotism, better overall feeling, better active arc with holistic view in mind, superior timeframe.
It's like the movie Batman vs. Superman. Strong and skillful hunter, that will beat you with your xanax yes, surprising the whole audience, when you're Superman himself. Jaw -> floor.
In other news, I somehow nuked my post editing it with words and stuff.
To crystallize; the perfect benzo for me, filling in all the pieces that our Benzo cheerleader Xanax failed to deliver.
Onset just right, less confusion, no bad and violent escalative tendencies, very economical; you just name it, I'll go good for this one. -But- it's just me, one single person though, so there's that.)