nothing

[atri]

i am afraid of what i dont know
that someone isnt telling me something
and i dont know who or what or why
i am afraid that im not a good enough friend to the people i love
that im letting them down
im scared that this isnt just another phase in life
and if it is, then it's the last one
i worry too much about money
and not enough about laughing
im not the same person from day to day
and the insanity pulls harder with every hour
i pray for answers but then forget the questions. i fear that im always looking ahead and never really appreciating the moment for what it is. but then when i do stop to asses myself, im miserable.
maybe in june it will al go away but until then im stuck.

 

[E-girl]

i worry too much about money
and not enough about laughing

i think we all do. thanks for the little reminder...
i think you are stronger than you think you are. (((hug)))
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E-girl
IM: tiggersgurl2067
"There's a part of me, that i forgot to be. Take a look and see, the light still shines in me." ~~ Milk, Inc.