Mental Health Nothing feels like me :/

BornAgainYogi

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It feels like I'm just doing everything as a cover up. I don't feel like I'm being authentic in some ways. I've been into personal development for a while and idk maybe I've just put some sort of bandage on a bigger problem? Without getting anymore specific has anyone else had this problem? How do I really fix this uneasy feeling rather than just trying to escape from it? Anyone who has experienced this problem and knows what might be causing it please help because I would really appreciate it.
 
It feels like I'm just doing everything as a cover up. I don't feel like I'm being authentic in some ways. I've been into personal development for a while and idk maybe I've just put some sort of bandage on a bigger problem? Without getting anymore specific has anyone else had this problem? How do I really fix this uneasy feeling rather than just trying to escape from it? Anyone who has experienced this problem and knows what might be causing it please help because I would really appreciate it.

Demons cause it. They are the rulers of this world. Victory is in Christ.

Love Comes from God
15Whoever confesses that Jesus is the Son of God, God abides in him, and he in God. 16We have come to know and have believed the love which God has for us. God is love, and the one who abides in love abides in God, and God abides in him. 17By this, love is perfected with us, so that we may have confidence in the day of judgment; because as He is, so also are we in this world.…

Talk to Jesus.

God perfects His love in us

Love Comes from God
17By this, love is perfected with us, so that we may have confidence in the day of judgment; because as He is, so also are we in this world. 18There is no fear in love; but perfect love casts out fear, because fear involves punishment, and the one who fears is not perfected in love. 19We love, because He first loved us.…
 
P.o.T.u.S I had realized this much about myself before but I wasn't sure in what way I was troubling myself. It struck me today that I put up a stoic front in a way to tell people I got my life all figured out in this hectic world so as to be a sort of beacon of hope for others but also from an egocentric point of I like to be admired. Also I don't like relying on others for help or any sort of consolidation. I'd rather sort my problems out on my own...hmmm
 
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^Sometimes the best thing I can do for myself is to spend more time alone. The ego is so strong, always out front shouting, 'I'm Ok! I'm in control! I know what I'm doing!' when the real me is back there somewhere thinking, 'help, please.' It can be so hard to truly reveal yourself enough to ask for, and receive, help. When I spend concentrated time alone, preferably in nature, I get to be without talking, without seeing myself in relation to anyone else. It's a good way to regain some perspective.<3
 
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