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NOTHING - 1st time - Confusion then possible understanding

Dante

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Well, here goes, my first trip report, an unconventional one at that.
Substances consumed: None. Last substance consumed was approx 1/2 a cone of cannabis (around 0.05g) approx. 26 hours ago.
Set: Slightly tired, irritable.
Setting: In my room, well lit (flourescent lighting), comfortable chair, cool room temperature.
Time: 2:50am
+0:00 : Sitting on the Australian #Bluelight IRC channel, talking about my ability to be able to get open eye visuals from smoking cannabis.
+0:03 : Sitting in my seat, I notice that I start to feel as if I have pins and needles, before the sensation quickly intensifys into a fuzzy, prickly sensation that I usually feel with the onset of either LSD or shrooms. I look to the ground, and notice that I am able to make out the same distinct pattern that I am able to see when under the influence of cannabis, LSD or shrooms.
I become incredibly confused by this, trying to understand why it is happening. I talk to various people on IRC, asking a few questions as to their takes on why this was happening to me. Someone mentions that it may be a hallucinogen flashback, which I brush off as a very far off chance, thinking that they don't ofter occur to people.
I focus on the body sensations that I am feeling, and note that if I concentrate harder, I can control the level of the sensations through my body.
+0:15 : At this stage, I'm feeling a bit concerned and overwhelmed with confusion and panic, trying to understand simply why this is happening. Anxiety begins to set in.
+0:20 : I decide to have a quick glance at Erowid's LSD page, to see if there is any information on flashbacks at all, and come across THIS page, an excerpt from the DSM IV about flashbacks. I seem to fit into all the categories for this to be a valid reason, and I cannot come up with any other ideas.
+0:30 : By this stage, I've pretty much accepted that it's a hallucinogen flashback of some descript, and so decide to enjoy it a bit. I sit in front of my heater, and let the hot air blow across my arms. I feel my whole body start to tingle, and then shut my eyes. I can then see what seem to be wavy distortions in my vision, and I feel like I am floating for a second or two, before I jolt as if I'd just fallen back into my chair and open my eyes.
+1:15 (previous current time): Still going, body sensations have mostly died down, pattern still visible on ground. I'm planning on hopping into bed, and watching some late night television, hoping to fall asleep.
+1:35 (current time): I've been too 'jittery' to sleep, body sensations basically completely gone, pattern is faint but visible, not nearly as vivid as it was. I'm going to attempt to get some sleep again now.
Hope this is ok :)
[ 06 August 2002: Message edited by: Dante ]
 
psy·cho·so·mat·ic   Pronunciation Key  (sk-s-mtk)
adj.
1. Of or relating to a disorder having physical symptoms but originating from mental or emotional causes.
..its all in your head mate, i felt embarassed for you reading this..
 
It's possible to feel an elevation in mood and imagine physical effects without ingesting chemicals... there's a report in PiHKAL of someone who was in the room with a group of researchers who had ingested phenethylamines, who said they felt something like a 'contact high' that lasted about 4 hours... make of that what you will:
QUALITATIVE COMMENTS (with 0 mg) I was present at a group meeting, but was only an observer. With zero milligrams, I was able to get to a delightful plus 2.5 in about five minutes after I arrived at your place, and absorbed the ambience of the folks who had actually imbibed the material. My level lasted about four hours and came down at about the same time as did the others. There were no after-effects experienced except for a pleasant languor.
Also, I believe that once you have experienced these effects you noticed (ie. open/closed eye visuals, body buzzing, euphoric rushes) it's possible to train yourself to recognise them with little or no chemical stimulus. For example, it is the case with many people who take LSD that after the trip is long finished, they are still aware of persisting visual effects - in the periphery and central visual fields. This is in my opinion, more to do with becoming aware of visual effects which you previously ignored, rather than any 'flashing back' of the chemical effects. Perhaps it has something to do with the way people's brains learn how to interpret new sensory input.
BigTrancer :)
[ 07 August 2002: Message edited by: BigTrancer ]
 
Because I am an experienced psychonaut, I meditate, and do yoga - I am very sensitive to noticing and getting into certain psychedelic-like states of mind. I especially like to do this when I'm in an introspective mood. Condsider yourself lucky that you reached this state of mind without drugs, practice it. It's fun, enjoy the bliss.
 
Dante, were you having Utopia flashbacks?
I hope it was an enjoyable experience for you.
 
I get into states of mind like this quite often. It seems to happen every time I stop smoking weed as well. I have had some really weird experiences without drugs.
 
Catch-22: I've had:
  • LSD around 5 times, once combined with MDMA.
  • Mushrooms around 8 times
  • 5-MeO-DMT once
  • Cannabis too many times to count
That's about the extent of my hallucinogenic experimentation, and that's over the last 11 months.
I should also say, I woke up in the morning, and the pattern was gone, much to my pleasure. I was getting quite tense and anxious at the time, however, if it were to happen again, I'd understand what was going on, and try to enjoy it more. :)
 
Mescalito said:
psy·cho·so·mat·ic ¿¿Pronunciation Key¿¿(sk-s-mtk)
adj.
1. Of or relating to a disorder having physical symptoms but originating from mental or emotional causes.
..its all in your head mate, i felt embarassed for you reading this..

Wow, that was rather mean and pointless. Why would you feel embarassed? I doubt the OP did. Regardless of the cause, he had an experience. Flashbacks in general are psychosomatic, but they can happen. The brain is a powerful thing, which is able to create a vast assortment of mood- and emotion- and consciousness-altering chemicals.

I realize this post is 4 years old... but it irked me.
 
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