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Note to Self: don't take GHB at work. Learn from My Idiocy

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Better yet, dont take this drug at all of you have addictive tendencies. Never in my life had I ever had such a lack of self control with a substance. Not even Meth can rival it.

Long story short, I bought a 5 day supply of GHB to help me get off opiates. A really bad and impulsive idea considering I suffered a relatively severe physical dependancy on this shit back in 2020.

Anyways, I find BDO (or GBL; whatever this shit is) to be way more unpredictable than the real thing. Sometimes 2.5 ml is just enough to get right, sometimes it just enough to pass out. And I discovered that it can cause Benzo like black out that never once happened with actual GHB salts.

Again, long story short, i totally blacked out at my night shift Walmart stocking job and found my self pacing back and forth setting the front lobby alarm off for a whole hour before coming to with everyone starring at me like i was crazy. To deal with the shame i dosed just 2 more ML on my lunch break and totally blacked out again and was walking around shoeless coming to. I came to with a lady chewing me out for entering her car while she was in it on her lunch break. I dont even own a car.... Yeah.... I was totally out of it. I just walked off the job, because i knew it was already over.


Never have i found a substance that can completely fuck my life up in just 2 or 3 days of use. My advice: tread lightly. Better yet, just leave this beast of a drug alone. Not even heroin fucked my life up this bad this quick. Stay the fuck away if ya know what's good for ya. Dont be a total moron like me. Thats all i got to say on the issue
 
... no tldr version?
Bro, it's 5 paragraphs. Lay off the Tik Tok videos if they're doing that much damage to your attention span bro; don't need to be giving your data to China anyway.

And The shit doesn't even classify as a wall of text lol. If you're that lazy just highlight it and hit "read aloud" on your phone....or just don't read it at all and thus don't engage. Damn Zoomers, man.

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Edit* Ironically, the last paragraph kinda sums it up anyways. You can at least get through one paragraph at this point in your life, right?
 
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I can never understand this stuff. One thread someone says it is relatively safe, another thread like this. Since I like gabapentin I naturally have an interest in any of these. GHB, GBL, or 4-BDO. Gabapentin seems tame enough in lower doses. So my thought process is this stuff probably is too. Until I read a train wreck. Posts like this have sort of put the break on anything stronger in the gabapentinoid family of drugs for me for now. I will stick to occcasional light doses of gabapentin/pregabalin until I can make peace with these threads. lol.

Oddly enough I remember when GHB was available in supplement outlets over the shelf many years ago. I have seen it but did not know that it would become a popular drug. There was no internet to tell me. Then it was banned. But yeah, thanks for writing that up. No it was not long no worries.
 
^ Good advice on the job situation. Walmart would take you back in a heart beat if you sanely explained an issue. Speak from the heart. But leave some facts out. lol

It is hard to find good workers anywhere these days. And now a Walmart in (wherever) is down one person. I bet if you show up you would be right back on.
 
Bro, it's 5 paragraphs. Lay off the Tik Tok videos if they're doing that much damage to your attention span bro; don't need to be giving your data to China anyway.

And The shit doesn't even classify as a wall of text lol. If you're that lazy just highlight it and hit "read aloud" on your phone....or just don't read it at all and thus don't engage. Damn Zoomers, man.

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Edit* Ironically, the last paragraph kinda sums it up anyways. You can at least get through one paragraph at this point in your life, right?
HAAA!
 
I wouldn't automatically think you are fired. You could blame narcolepsy or something. Especially with it being a night job. Just get off the stuff and speak with your manager or HR dept.
Oh that's long gone, but I managed to get another job. But thanks for the advice brother
 
^ Good advice on the job situation. Walmart would take you back in a heart beat if you sanely explained an issue. Speak from the heart. But leave some facts out. lol

It is hard to find good workers anywhere these days. And now a Walmart in (wherever) is down one person. I bet if you show up you would be right back on.
The problem is it was already my second chance. They rehired me after cussing out my supervisor, which is already miraculous.

But yeah I blacked out for an hour and set off the alarm and was just walking in circles with everyone staring at me during the first black out. The shame caused me to redose on my lunch break which ended with me walking into some chick I work with's car while she was in it (I don't even talk to her, nor do i even own a car so i have no idea what my brain was thinking)....while als being bare footed 😂....and I came to from her cussing me out.

I left immediately after that second incident. And shamefully, I showed up a couple days after ODing on a meth relapse, and basically fyed everyone up for some reason (That shit didn't even feel like meth. Whatever I took it made me lose my mind for like 5 days and felt possessed when it first kicked in). It ended with them calling the cops and me getting arrested. I can't even set foot on that property now, so that job is long gone. Now that's how to be a fuck up 101, guys.

But yeah, just trust me man. You could cut the tension there with a knife. I didn't want to work there with that kind of shame anyways. Thankfully I picked up a job at Taco Bell tho
 
Ok maybe you did cash in your chips at Walmart. lol Did not know that back story. Hopefully a little more balance happens at the next job for you.

Good warning on GBL though. Makes me think twice. It always does although someday may take a cautious approach and try some. It is hard for me to imagine a much stronger pregabalin or gabapentin. But it also sounds cool.
 
Ok maybe you did cash in your chips at Walmart. lol Did not know that back story. Hopefully a little more balance happens at the next job for you.

Good warning on GBL though. Makes me think twice. It always does although someday may take a cautious approach and try some. It is hard for me to imagine a much stronger pregabalin or gabapentin. But it also sounds cool.
same man, i dunno if i’d wanna tread on something stronger than lyrica. i stick to my morontin for a daily floaty buzz and my mood stabling out but i am genuinely curious about GHB. is still a supplement, similar to phenibut or something? i’ve never even heard of anyone selling it around here in southeast US.
 
same man, i dunno if i’d wanna tread on something stronger than lyrica. i stick to my morontin for a daily floaty buzz and my mood stabling out but i am genuinely curious about GHB. is still a supplement, similar to phenibut or something? i’ve never even heard of anyone selling it around here in southeast US.
GHB use to be a supplement in the 90's. It was sold on the shelves for a few years before it got banned. But I did not know about it at that time. Also at that time neurontin was a throw away drug and pregabalin didn't exist. The whole gabapentinoid profile only clicked here at BL for me. Never even knew that was a class of drugs. But I had tried phenibut in 2007.

I do think gabapentin and pregabalin are slightly different. Gabapentin makes me more relaxed and sleep deeper than pregabalin. But pregabalin spins my head more. However not sure I could tell the difference between 1800 mgs of gabapentin or 300 mgs of pregabalin. I think pregabalin builds a tolerance quicker too. I have heard from daily gabapentin users that although not as strong as it was at first, it does work everyday. Yet pregabalin just seems to stop having the euphoric side effect. I never took these far enough to know. Just what I read.

Yes if someone I trusted offered me legit GHB I would give it a try with all the caveats listed here.
 
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GHB use to be a supplement in the 90's. It was sold on the shelves for a few years before it got banned. But I did not know about it at that time. Also at that time neurontin was a throw away drug and pregabalin didn't exist. The whole gabapentinoid profile only clicked here at BL for me. Never even knew that was a class of drugs. But I had tried phenibut in 2007.

I do think gabapentin and pregabalin are slightly different. Gabapentin makes me more relaxed and sleep deeper than pregabalin. But pregabalin spins my head more. However not sure I could tell the difference between 1800 mgs of gabapentin or 300 mgs of pregabalin. I think pregabalin builds a tolerance quicker too. I have heard from daily gabapentin users that although not as strong as it was at first, it does work everyday. Yet pregabalin just seems to stop having the euphoric side effect. I never took these far enough to know. Just what I read.

Yes if someone I trusted offered me legit GHB I would give it a try with all the caveats listed here.
In my personal experience with any gabapentinoid, tolerance skyrockets within a few days of using it - neurontin over 1800mg staggered loses its magic after a few days. I don’t take any days off though, as even though the floaty feeling goes away, it still helps my mood tremendously. I just absolutely hate what it does to my memory, lol. Feel like i’m slowly getting dementia.

thanks for the reply. what was your experience with phenibut like, man? could you go into detail about it?
 
I done it a few times, never got a hankering to do tons more and also never felt like doing it outside of nightlife. And you *really* gotta microdose this stuff otherwise the proper name for it is GBH. 😉
 
thanks for the reply. what was your experience with phenibut like, man? could you go into detail about it?
At first I thought phenibut was awesome and it was. Once I had gabapention years later then phenibut never felt as nice as it was. It is one of those gabapentinoids that is still sold as a supplement. But it is not a supplement, it is a drug. I usually use 1000-1500 mgs and it takes 3-4 hours to really feel it. Have some energy during the day, and sleep great at night. It has a long half life I believe.

This thread is a must read if you are interested in phenibut in greater detail.

 
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Me personally, I’ve been doing GBL on/off for ~3 years and haven’t experienced any issues whatsoever. It seems like the OP had trouble with other drugs in the past as well.
So yeah, it’s not for everyone. One has to be careful with this stuff.
 
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At first I thought phenibut was awesome and it was. Once I had gabapention years later then phenibut never felt as nice as it was. It is one of those gabapentinoids that is still sold as a supplement. But it is not a supplement, it is a drug. I usually use 1000-1500 mgs and it takes 3-4 hours to really feel it. Have some energy during the day, and sleep great at night. It has a long half life I believe.

This thread is a must read if you are interested in phenibut in greater detail.

thanks, man! i really appreciate it. i’m going to snag some just to see how they are && feel it out a little. thanks so much. i’m going to read through this forum now.

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Ok maybe you did cash in your chips at Walmart. lol Did not know that back story. Hopefully a little more balance happens at the next job for you.

Good warning on GBL though. Makes me think twice. It always does although someday may take a cautious approach and try some. It is hard for me to imagine a much stronger pregabalin or gabapentin. But it also sounds cool.
Ah it's way stronger high than those two. Kinda similar I guess but GHB has way more positive (as well as negative) effects and is an all around stronger drug, even though it's around the same potency as gabapentin. I would say just stay away from it but if you do get it just know that 14BDO seems to be more unpredictable than GHB. If you do use it I'd just stay at the house and chill so you don't do anything stupid or pass out in public. GHB is not good for someone on the street, I've already passed out at 2 or 3 public locations and it's a miracle I didn't get the cops called on me (and my dumb ass passed out with the shit on me, although I think 14BDO is technically legal om the US). But I also took it a lot in it's original form back when I had a place to stay and it was a lot safer, as I just stayed home. But it still lead to a physical addiction. I'd just advise people to stay away period
 
Sorry to hear about your event. It sucks, and I feel the pain. I've had similar things happen with research benzos. The most important part is that you're alive, no one's injured, and that you're not in jail. Really, it could have been much worse.

GHB, GBL, or whatever is going around now is one of the only classes of drugs I haven't tried. I've made it my life's mission to at try every drug, or at least, multiple drugs from each "category". GHB (or similar) is literally one of the last ones on the list.

When I was in my teens or '20s at 2-day blackout was something I could "handle". I got kids now, and a family that relies on me. I keep reading stories like this and becoming more and more disappointed that GHB is probably a drug that I will never get the opportunity to enjoy. The worst part is that I have relatively easy access to a good, consistent purity product, I just know that I have MASSIVE compulsive addiction issues (drained large savings accounts in $20 increments, many many times
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Im genuinely disappointed. 🙁

I hope all gets better for you, much love and a bit of jealousy!
 
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