i don't like methsex - to me it's about base sexual desire, whereas i want sex to be about intimacy and sharing. i tried to be with this guy months ago, when he was heavily using. the first time was great - it was spontaneous, we were both there, with each other. the second time, his eyes were closed, he was totally in himself, and i was not liking it. finally i said, 'where are you? i'm not your dildo.'
thing is, i really love him, and after we stopped being a couple, he got back with his ex and we became close friend. his ex/now bf is a monster, and that's ending, and it seems like we're getting even closer. not sure how i should handle the sex part, though.
thing is, i really love him, and after we stopped being a couple, he got back with his ex and we became close friend. his ex/now bf is a monster, and that's ending, and it seems like we're getting even closer. not sure how i should handle the sex part, though.
