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Not remembering things when rolling or "E-dreaming"

It happens to me at high doses, I am a woman. It also happens when I get an MDA/MDMA mix or with just MDA. I feel like I am not really there, like I am floating above everyone about 2 ft....Sometimes its just like how you all describe it. While I love the euphoria, I really cant stand forgetting parts of the night. I don t do drugs to forget, I do them to experience. I stick to low doses. I have been rolling for over 10 years yet I still only go with 200 mg MAX, and do little bits thruout the night. It happens at 200 mg if I mix alcohol. Fuck that, I hate this feeling of being in a dream and/or forgetting chunks of time. If I want dreamy and trippy I would rather take shrooms and have an experience I can recall and learn from. Large doses of MDMA arent for everyone, me being one of those people.
 
milkboy28 said:
I know there are those who like the "fucked up" feeling when on drugs, but personally I like to be more lucid and aware and in control of myself and the situation when rolling, with just the light-but-nice buzz and euphoria that I've experienced on E before. So I guess next time I'd start with a lower dosage again. Lesson learned.
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Agree :) I like the feeling of being free, not fuckedupery
 
I had a similar thing when I was rolling balls at a rave. I was smoking a cigarette for 5 minutes, and when I went to take the last toke I realised I only had a filter in my hand and a rizla in the other, I was confused as hell and my friend was like dude, are you gonna roll that shit or what?
I'd also lose track of conversation every other minute and have no idea what we were talking about.
Last time I rolled (I don't remember this actually happening but I've been told) I'd be dancing looking at the stage, and then suddenly I'd look really lost like I didn't know where I was or how I got there, I'd look around like: Right, I'm in a club, there's cool music, I'm feeling good, girls are shakin it... Let's boogie :D
Don't worry about it, just take less next time :P
 
Yeah I've had that a few times, and a buddy of mine gets it real hard sometimes. We were in the middle of a crowd and I suggest we smoke his J. He pulls it out, smokes a bit and passes to me. I have a low tolerance so I hit it twice real quick and pass it back to him.

He goes "what the hell? Where the fuck did you get this J!? Wait, did I roll this?" This was literally 1 minute after he passes it to me. Pretty funny, I fucked with him a few times throughout the night :)
 
This happens to a friend of mine all the time and I definitely think it's because she takes too high of a dose. She's tiny and tries to push her limits, lol.

We'll literally be mid-convo and she'll be talking and she'll stop and say, "....Wait, what?" and she won't have any recollection at all of what she was saying a second ago. Then, when I remind her of what she was saying, she doesn't believe it and thinks I'm making it up..saying things like, "Yeah right, I wasn't saying that. Why are you messing with me?" She usually gets really paranoid and it takes awhile of all of our friends convincing her that we're not trying to mess with her head or make her freak out.

I've had things like that happen to me during a roll, but not to that extent. I usually just misplace things like my vicks or lights, or forget why that walked into the house to get water, or try to smoke a cigarette without lighting it. 8) I find that when it does happen to me, it's usually on the nights that I've taken a big dose and/or smoked a lot of weed during the roll. I love smoking during a roll, but sometimes it results in me having a 2 second attention span. :\ If I'm rolling at home with my friends, it doesn't bother me much because I find everyone is just as forgetful as I am and we can joke about it. During a rolling night at home, everyone looks pretty out of it. It's funny if you're with people you're comfortable with...a bunch of friends wandering the house saying things like, "Hey, can you help me look for what I was looking for?"..."Okay, what was it?"...."Fuck, I have absolutely no idea!"

If it's happening really bad, just lower your dose a bit. That should solve it. It's perfectly normal though. It happens.
 
I am a regular pot smoker, but I don't smoke until the roll sesh is over because I prefer the clear headed trip. The only thing I'll do is drink some alcohol, but not too much, because thats a recipe for Loopy McGoo x 100
 
A friend and I had separated from the group to get water, the rest of the group were all sitting down so we knew where to find them. As we walk back , I point to them and say, "there they are." As we walk towards them, for some reason I stopped and I was just staring at this other group of kids sitting down thinking they were the people I was with.... 5-10 seconds later I hear "that's not them." I felt dumb ):

It was like my mind fast forwarded to the point where we actually found our group but my body wasn't up to speed.
 
This happens to me too sometimes. It's never caused me any trouble really, but sometimes I'll just be zoning out to the music, it feels so good I'll close my eyes and go off in my own world, like dreaming ( feels real while I'm in it). Then I'll open my eyes again and realize I completely forgot where I was or that there was a world going on outside my dream.

At first it freaked me out, but now I kind of enjoy it. I'll just close my eyes and let my imagination drift off to wherever. I've seen some beautiful things in my "E-dreams". Sometimes I call it time travel.
 
It has happened to me once

coming down still feeling pretty good we were just chilln not doing much but yeaah..

shit just went blank if I could compare it to anything else I would have to say it was something like not knowing when you fall asleep or know when/how exactly you wake up.. It was weird
 
This actually happens to me quite often at higher doses - just snapping to it & realising I have no idea where I am or how I got there.
Once I also lost time and started playing an invisible game of 'trouble' (board game, that is) with myself. Hmm!
 
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