datSTIMfreak
Bluelighter
In the RHCP song, "Knock Me Down" Kiedis raps about drug addiction, and in the outro he says "It's so lonely when you don't even know yourself" over and over.
Is he referring to depersonalization or something? He could be. Btw I have DP. It sucks, and it's definitely possible that he is referring to it.
He could also be referring to when you're down and out, when you're at your worst, just saying "God how the fuck could I end up here? I had a great family, a house, a girlfriend, and now I'm doing this just to feel normal" That happened to me last year in downtown Phoenix. I had just graduated from high school, it was the hot summer in Phoenix, and I was sitting in a motel room, on a binge, shooting 80 mg of Dexedrine at a time. I finished a shot and felt alive... The only time I felt alive at that point was after taking a good shot of Dexedrine, and I looked in the mirror and thought, "God how the fuck could I get here. I'm 18 years old, just graduated high school, and I'm in a fucking motel shooting speed when my family is looking all over for me. Who is that person in the mirror?" And I ignored that thought, and went on a 3 day binge, then came back to the suburbs shaking and sweating and sleeping it off, then shooting enough to feel normal the next day. Has anyone had a similar experience, when you finally realize your not your old self, and that you've become the drug, pretty much. It's a lonely, lonely feeling.
Is he referring to depersonalization or something? He could be. Btw I have DP. It sucks, and it's definitely possible that he is referring to it.
He could also be referring to when you're down and out, when you're at your worst, just saying "God how the fuck could I end up here? I had a great family, a house, a girlfriend, and now I'm doing this just to feel normal" That happened to me last year in downtown Phoenix. I had just graduated from high school, it was the hot summer in Phoenix, and I was sitting in a motel room, on a binge, shooting 80 mg of Dexedrine at a time. I finished a shot and felt alive... The only time I felt alive at that point was after taking a good shot of Dexedrine, and I looked in the mirror and thought, "God how the fuck could I get here. I'm 18 years old, just graduated high school, and I'm in a fucking motel shooting speed when my family is looking all over for me. Who is that person in the mirror?" And I ignored that thought, and went on a 3 day binge, then came back to the suburbs shaking and sweating and sleeping it off, then shooting enough to feel normal the next day. Has anyone had a similar experience, when you finally realize your not your old self, and that you've become the drug, pretty much. It's a lonely, lonely feeling.