Lastair
Bluelighter
Here is something my partner wanted to post. Obviously
everyone here is an enthusiast for ecstasy, but did anyone
hear of, know of or even have an experience like this?
Alastair
Kate speaking now:
"I've had several experiences with e, only one of which I
could really say has been any good. I wanted to be able to
appreciate e, partially because so many people enjoy it
there must be something good about it, and partially because
my partner is very into it and I wanted to have a shared
experience with him. The last time I tried it was about 10
days ago, and that was probably the last time I will attempt
it. About half an hour after taking it, I started to feel
nauseous. This sensation increased until eventually I was
sick. Following that, I was engulfed by a wave of what I can
only describe as pure grief, at one point I was actually in
tears. Once that phase subsided, I found that I could find
things to do that I enjoyed but it all depended on me
basically sitting still, as soon as I tried to move around
the dizziness and nausea would return, and although I was
contented enough I felt quite subdued and serious. This
experience was fairly typical of other times I have tried e,
I've never really had any truly 'euphoric' feelings or the
energy rushes that others seem to get.
The day after my last e experience, my partner and I both
tried cocaine for the first time. We only had a very small
amount which we split equally between us, he felt very
little effect from it, he described it as a 'taster' for
what a full-on cocaine experience might be like. I had quite
a different reaction, I felt a very strong rush, followed by
a burst of energy and a definite mood change ( for the
better ) which took about 2 hours to fully wear off. His
observation was that I seemed to get from that tiny amount
of coke, what he gets from e.
My question is ... why do I get aberrant, or at least
non-typical, effects ?"
everyone here is an enthusiast for ecstasy, but did anyone
hear of, know of or even have an experience like this?
Alastair
Kate speaking now:
"I've had several experiences with e, only one of which I
could really say has been any good. I wanted to be able to
appreciate e, partially because so many people enjoy it
there must be something good about it, and partially because
my partner is very into it and I wanted to have a shared
experience with him. The last time I tried it was about 10
days ago, and that was probably the last time I will attempt
it. About half an hour after taking it, I started to feel
nauseous. This sensation increased until eventually I was
sick. Following that, I was engulfed by a wave of what I can
only describe as pure grief, at one point I was actually in
tears. Once that phase subsided, I found that I could find
things to do that I enjoyed but it all depended on me
basically sitting still, as soon as I tried to move around
the dizziness and nausea would return, and although I was
contented enough I felt quite subdued and serious. This
experience was fairly typical of other times I have tried e,
I've never really had any truly 'euphoric' feelings or the
energy rushes that others seem to get.
The day after my last e experience, my partner and I both
tried cocaine for the first time. We only had a very small
amount which we split equally between us, he felt very
little effect from it, he described it as a 'taster' for
what a full-on cocaine experience might be like. I had quite
a different reaction, I felt a very strong rush, followed by
a burst of energy and a definite mood change ( for the
better ) which took about 2 hours to fully wear off. His
observation was that I seemed to get from that tiny amount
of coke, what he gets from e.
My question is ... why do I get aberrant, or at least
non-typical, effects ?"