not again

[Shuddr2Think]

i hate these days...where everything feels off...looking at life thru water...listening to other peoples happiness...
dreams are more of a reality than my life right now....sunday night feeling of solitude.
Need to wake up...need to get a grip on all of this...
my own name seems strange to me sometimes...
logic never prevails...
not in this life.
purple blue misunderstood and bored
as you always are...
why can't everything not make sense more often.
i had a dream that i was content...
what does that say about my state?
i want to scream...but don't
for fear of breaking you
and me
alone again
empty house...
silent.
why always so quiet
give me a word...
a sign
blow me away
give me anything...
*maybe the moon will come down and save me*

 

[~*Meg*~]

"...*maybe the moon will come down and save me*"
maybe your eyes will stop me from falling
oh I'm drowning....
Beautiful work, I would like to read more!!

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"Weep not sad soul, nor forget, that sunrise never failed us yet."
"...and if the night runs over, and if the day won't last, and if our way should falter along this stoney pass, it's just a moment this time will pass." ~U2
"Stupidity has a knack of gettings its way" ~ Albert Camus