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Nostalgia,Reminisce, Back in the day....What phase of your use would you re visit?

Yeah I definitely get the nostalgia...for me two different periods come to mind

1. The carefree period around when I was 14 just doing whatever I could get my hands on, mad coke and having fun eating shrooms with friends, just basically having no responsibility, before any overdoses, before getting caught by parents or the police, back when drugs were super fun and I wouldn't fiend when I didn't have them, I would just be excited when I had them

2. When I got my first apartment at 18 and had another carefree spree, partying every night, sleeping with girls everynight, jsut being able to wild out and not worry about someone coming home or finding out. It was during this time too when I had a real good E connect, and would basically roll every weekend with my friend and these two girls and just party and fuck all weekend in one of the girl's condo's in DC. Shit was like a million dollar pentshouse, we all felt like big ballers back in the day
 
wow, this is a great thread. i love ur last post lacey.

it is funny how u really do block out all the bad stuff. my dealer, really more of a middle man, ripped me off so many times. i believe he wanted to be a good friend, but was just too hardened by decades of use. i miss him though. i shouldn't, but i do. his son was always coming with us too. just a kid. 4 years old. i can remember me and this kid, posted up in the middle of the 'hood, in THE HOTTEST neighborhood in atlanta, my white ass and this poor kid. he and i would bond while his dad was out combing the street for the best dope. i changed my phone number, i had to get away. i have been sooo nostalgic at times, i even came up with the story i would tell about my number being changed and having not called: "oh yeah i lost my phone! i had written your number down and i just found it, how are you? you need a ride? of course. what's good in the street? etc"

now it is getting warm out too, i was thinking just earlier that everyone must be out in the street there, in the hood, how i would love to cruise through all that commotion. everyone is probably out, it would be EASY to find a new hook up. tsk tsk tsk. this drug really is a mind fuck! <3
 
Id go back to my first year of use, in 2000. Was able to make a bag last ha! and by sniffing it.
the dope was much better than to(its not juts looking back thinking the dope was better bc i had a low tolerance) ive checked statistics and shit.......and might i add that philly blue bag dope was number one in the nation for a few years then.
Id enjoy that year and than stop done tell myself "be some holy ghost to myself or sum shit sayin ....you know what if you dont stop now...the neexxt 10yrs of your life will be compllllete bulllshhhiitt"
 
Great thread. I used to miss the old days all the time. I'm much happier now.

1 - Does this drug nostalgia ever happen to you?

Not really. Every now and then a song will bring me back to a time. Everything seems more fun now because I'm not stressed out all the time like I was. Drugs are an enhancement of my life not an escape at this point.

2 - What are the times that you think of the most? Tell us what time of drug use or what drug experience in your life that you would go back to and re experience if you could, and describe it and why you feel that way.

First times smoking weed were the best. Going to school completely trashed on weed and home made wine. Eyes super red and I didn't give two shits. I used to drink the wine on the bus. Id fill a big sports bottle full of booze and ice. First period was the best!
 
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I would go back to pretty much any summer between 2005 and 2009. I relate each summer to the person I was running with. I was always able to keep my shit together and not get out of control, but I have yet to have anybody be able to do consevcutive summer runs with me bacuse they end up dead, goto rehab, or in jail/on probation...
I pretty much only use when the weather is nice, so my winter breaks have let me continue using as long as I have.
 
The first month I abused opiates(20-25mg of hydrocodone was the perfect dose back then)...that is about as blissful as human life can get, imo...sex isn't even close...2 hours of pure, unadulterated bliss...EVERYTHING in the world was perfect, not a single damn worry. Opiates are never the same folks, the second you realize you aren't getting as high as you used to and it WILL be obvious...stop, for good, or for at least a year. Nothing good can come from continued use, absolutely nothing...but those first few days...ah...will probably be some of the best moments of your life. Next time you get 20 vicodin from your dentist, use advil for the pain---it works better dental pain anyway---and take 4 of them, 3 if you weigh less than 160lbs or so, nevertheless 20mg will not kill anyway...and experience heaven
 
1 - Does this drug nostalgia ever happen to you?

Hell yes.

2 - What are the times that you think of the most? Tell us what time of drug use or what drug experience in your life that you would go back to and re experience if you could, and describe it and why you feel that way.

The times that I could actually get high without needing massive quantities, and enjoy being high.
 
I'd go back to my pot smoking days of high school when I was 17 and didn't know any other high...
I had the most amazing time tripping at every chance back in 2008 but I don't think it benefited me cognitively...
 
SirTophamHat said:
I'd go back to my pot smoking days of high school when I was 17 and didn't know any other high...
I had the most amazing time tripping at every chance back in 2008 but I don't think it benefited me cognitively...
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I'd have to agree with you there. If I could revisit any phase of my using days it would definitely be when I first started smoking the herb. Probably like the 3rd time through the 10th time, I got so incredibly stoned it was so fun. I would laugh uncontrollably for hours at literally nothing. Being young and having no responsibilities except for having to go to school...those were the days ;)
 
I'd go back to the first time I did MDMA. It was utter-bliss and totally care-free - something I want so badly at this time in my life.
 
I want to go back to the first time I ever got high, just to have the novelty of the experience again. The first time for me was definitely the best since it was all new to me.

I'd also say I want to go back to my first shroom trip, but since that's still somewhat novel to me it'll still be a fun time. Of course, if I ever do it again I'll probably have the exact same setting, which might trigger some weird feeling of being in a time loop. I know a friend of mine who had that kind of experience...very strange for him.
 
good old days

I remeber my first time ever doing LSD. Damn do I wish i could go back, at the time life seemed perfect and it was all an adventure

I was 15 years old and i had been smoking weed for couple months with friends. I had no intention of tripping that day until our dealer told us he had some cid. I just wanted weed but my friends decided to buy the acid instead.

We saved the stuff for another night for w.e reason i cant remeber. But later that week me and the two friends who i was tripping with met in one of our basements. Two other friends were chillin but not tripping. They were liek sitters you know?

Anyway we took the shit, kinda hesitant but excited. When it kicked in i just rember all of us laughing liek crazy while feelin so unbelievably euphoric. As the trip intensed we had uncountable realizations and epiphinies (as do most who trip). We felt bad for our two friends who were sober so we stole some booze from our friends parents(who were asleep upstairs) and let them drink as much as they wanted while we kept tripping.

Wasnt the best idea lol. One of them recently broke up with ther gf and started having complete emotional break down (he was completely wasted) and crying like a bitch lol. I didnt really know the guy too well, this was one of first times i hung with him. But I was able to calm him down and we conncted on real personal level, which i thank the LSD for. Eventually everything was good again and i went bout my trip in a blissful mindset.


Since then ive been caught by my parents numerous times and at this point am on almost complete house arrest and get drug tested :(.

But every so often i get some more cid and trip in my room at nights :)
 
2008. A year long addiction to oxycodone, that had some of the best moments of my life, as well as the worst.

At the height of that addiction, I'd be taking 100mg+ a day; not a lot to some of you, but I'm a very small guy and when I realised that my dosage would probably kill an opiate naive person... well, I was impressed and scared.

Quitting cold turkey at the end of the year was not a fun experience, but one I wouldn't take back for the world. It's frightening that I consider that entire year "worth it", despite the fact I wrote off my first year of university, countless friendships and a 2 year-long relationship.

I suppose it's a good thing that my cupboard is filled with stimulants, not opiates. At least I'm no longer tempted by them...
 
I would revisit the days when i had a good fent hook. I loved smokin that gel, i used to get SO high. I also would like to go back to do ecstasy for the first time again. My first E trip I got such good shit i got lucky. At the time there was really good pills goin around (like 5 years ago) and the first pill i took had me rollin for like 8 hours
 
First time getting stoned was pretty good. I'd like that feeling again before anxiety and paranoia ruined it

First time doing MDMA was special but I wouldn't go back as the come downs then where fierce.
 
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