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Nostalgia,Reminisce, Back in the day....What phase of your use would you re visit?

I won't post my stories because they are essentially the same as everyone else's. Lacey you opened up a can of worms here. lol. I think nostalgia is a drug per se. I could sit for hours and think about all the good times and bad. One thing about nostalgia though is that you tend to remember the good parts and forget the bad. Ya this is just too big for me. It can't ever be properly put into words. Good thread Lacey.
 
I miss the days when I first started taking Vicodin. Despite people dismissing it as a weaker opioid, it was my drug of passion and I loved it when I used it occasionally and it was just a magical feeling. Then I started taking it and other opioids more often just to keep myself feeling normal, and that's where addiction creeps in...

My first couple of times rolling will always be burned into my brain, and I would do almost anything to relive those experiences again.
 
My first rolls ever :)

I wish the guy who made them hadn't gone to jail :(

But yeah...just chillin with a girl on each side of me...every weekend for a whole summer....I would give anything to relive those days.

The world seems so depressing now...
 
recons said:
I miss my old bong. RIP.
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LOL! IT SAYS "BONG RIP!!!"
hidden meanings abound.


Anyway,

I'd like to go back to the first time I tried an opiate (codeine), which was the most wonderful experience of my life at that time. I'd like to tell myself, yes, this feels awesome, but its not worth it. Give it 2 years and you'll be shooting smack. So don't take these pills again, or if you do keep it on very rare occasions.


(Is that even the kind of answer you're looking for? I wouldn't want to go back to my 'honeymoon' phase with heroin, I'd much rather warn myself way beforehand and not ever go through it)
 
Well, I'm still in my honeymoon phase in a way. Tripped a few times, rolled a few times, still young and crazy and doing whatever I want. I have the benefit of already knowing about harm reduction and having done a lot of research before I started in this whole world, so I'm trying to make this last as much as I can, keeping my rolls a month a part, not tripping every day, taking breaks to just drink and be a normal person every few weekends, and so far its working. Every major drug experience I've had has been something special.

But I could already feel on my first acid trip that it was a time I would be nostalgic about. I had good spots and bad spots, I didn't feel "good" like I did on shrooms, but the sheer volume of emotion in that comedown, the things I shared with my friends, the way I looked at all the people in my life and where I am right now, how wonderful college is, how much I need this time, and how temporary it all is, sitting there watching the carpet slowly swirl around, listening to my friend improvising on his guitar and just feeling every note of it... it was so beautiful and so exactly what I'd been looking for. The further into the past it slips, the more nostalgic I feel about it, and I know it's only going to get more.

But I've got more ahead of me, I'm not done with any of the drugs I'm using right now, and even with real life approaching, I'm still in the thick of it, and I love it.
 
I'm so very nostalgic for the first several times I used ecstasy. It cured most of my social phobia, and wiped away my cynicism. I believed in magic and the brilliant energy of the universe, and I partied like crazy and hugged a lot of people and... ahhh, it was like being totally renewed. Until my serotonin ran out and my cynicism returned full force :( Until then, it was just magic and I felt like a little kid again.
 
I miss when I was 14 and getting a sack of weed would set our plans for the whole night.
 
The year was 1997... I was involved in the distribution of LSD and MDMA on a fairly large scale... I had money, drugs, lots of sex, lots of vacations, parties, raves, festivals...... This was right before I started shooting heroin, which subsequently destroyed my life. (well, for 7 years anyway)


I long to go back to those days. Going to raves all the time, having wild house parties, never needing money, and being respected and looked up to fed right into my ego... Which was why I started smoking pot when I was 13... to look cool. I thought I was fucking awesome, and I had a lot of other people convinced of that as well. I didn't realize at the time that abusing every drug you can get your hands on doesn't make you awesome... it makes you a bottomed out junkie who can't stand his life...

well, in my experience anyway....
 
2 - What are the times that you think of the most? Tell us what time of drug use or what drug experience in your life that you would go back to and re experience if you could, and describe it and why you feel that way.
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i sometimes think how i used to be healthy (i have %50 vision loss (ischemic stroke) and psychosis) and how i used to be ignorant and do stupid things to get high and lucky i didnt get killed. i sometimes miss those teenager years. but thinking of those years dont depress me. i had such amazing times, i left high school, spent my years having fun:) but i feel like i'm not done yet and i know there are much more crazy times waiting me in the future:)
 
The first few times of mdma where really special (Those where about two years ago). Never got into real abuse of it, did overdo it a little I guess. I still love the stuff, it even works just as well, it just doesn't feel right though to do it more then three times a year though nowadays.

Of course, can't forget about those summers when I was 15-17 when we would all get a little drunk and really high on that chronic while playing soccer or fooling around in parks and such. Being all careless and not wanting to get a job we would steal and sell bicycles to buy weed... Not that it's gotten any worse, nowadays summer means going to the beach and taking ghb and weed.

Edit: The only thing to be truly nostalgic about is your "friends" not fucking you... That used to never happen
 
my harmless stoner days

really i feel like i am still pretty close to how i was
its my friends that have changed
 
All nighters on an unmentionable with my first love.. We would sit in his room or in the garage with the garage door open and talk four hours. I would always have to have a candle on the coffee table to wave my hands over because it felt so good and offered a comfortable glow to sit amidst. Sometimes it would rain.. and it was pleasure to the maximum.. We would go for walks and the birds would begin to chirp.. and we would get coffee and enjoy the beautiful sunrise at the beach.

Ah.. to be 16 again. This only happened half a dozen times or so, but they opened my eyes to the bliss that can be bought if you dare. :D
 
I`d go back to my highschool days when I was the man, heh, every day I miss it, I can`t get to specific but me and my crew of 3 ran that shit and were held a level above everyone else, people had to take shit from us out of fear, I`d walk down the halls and drop a random ass kid and no one would say shit, It was wicked, rails every day 8 - 3, from bustin rails on my desk behind my binder, I didnt work for shit, other people did my work...Sadly, when I got expelled for gun charges, the whole shit went down, now you cant even find a point of blow in that place

I always look back all nostalgic, best years of my life
 
1 - Does this drug nostalgia ever happen to you?

2 - What are the times that you think of the most? Tell us what time of drug use or what drug experience in your life that you would go back to and re experience if you could, and describe it and why you feel that way.
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Oh my god...almost everyday i' thinking back on 11'th grade...best fuckinn year of my life....i dunno counting back, and drawing lines, the DXM months were the best fuckinn days of my life, i had money , got out a lot ,to clubs,danced alot, made tones of friends, not a fuckinn care in the world, my body was fresh and healthy, now i feel tired and weak, everyday....
I miss being a young kid with some money in my pocket, tripping nuts on DXM, scoring some weed in the late night with my friends, smoking in the abandoned kindergarten....or any other random place in my hood...damn no school worries, no money worries, nobody wanting to beat me up, no debts, no problems, just music dxm, weed, booze my friends and loads of nights spent on the streets...
I remember staying up late, playing/learning songs on my acoustic guitar on dxm =D
 
i never really had wot i would call a honey moon period with drugs... ive been taking drugs for two years and in those two years ive had sporadic (i thinki thats a word) drug taking occasions so ive really spaced it out.. however weed ive smoked a lot, probs 2 much, but like yeah ive slowed down from wot i used 2 b tho.
 
If I could know what I know now, I'd go back to the times when I first started smoking weed with my friends. It was so much fun.

I wish I could do it all differently :(
 
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