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Non fatal right?

that's great news! I gotta say that I respect that you took action. You have a shitload of good character written all over you :D Definitely gotta respect that!
 
thanks again everyone! it seems like this might be a blessing in disguise as i know have zero illicit benzos, and my psychiatrist who I saw today has started me on a proper taper with diazepam, giving me a few days supply at a time so I cant 'take too many'

but really, thanks for all the good wishes it makes me feel good cus really I thought no one would even dream of giving a crap about me!
 
:) That sounds like it was a blessing in disguise! Sometimes it takes something like this to bring about positive changes..

And now you know we do care! :D <3
 
wooger, of course people give a crap about you!! I hope you remember that always <3
That's good that your psych is starting you on a taper, best of luck, and keep us updated with how you're going :)
 
ahh thank you! sorry I havent replied to this, my internet has been down for a few days and its driven me crazy! luckily my miracle dad somehow fixed it!

now two points.... would either effie or n3o consider marrying me? You are both too sweet cute for your own good...(Im kinda joking about the marriage proposal... Im not marriage material but im sure you lovely ladies are!)


and secondly... i had this really strange hallucinatory experience when I was about 16.... I am kinda loathe to say anymore because my social worker reads these boards, so if one of you could message me about it and tell me whether I should discus it further it would be of great help (the reason I ask is cus it happened then and now whilst completely sober!)

It freaked me the fuck out!!

so if they or anyone else who would like to help or just offer their opinion would of course be so appreciated! I used to post a fair bit more on these boards and once I get my brain fixed I will try and attend to the dark side alot more.... cus the dark side is horrible!
 
oh and neo the taper is going pretty good thank you! often times I will forget to take a dose (ie not taking them out with me when I leave the house) and I will notice it that night.... shakey hands etc... but other than that its so smooth! Its so unlike what I was gunna come off before! where I would feel like my head was gunna explode!
 
Glad the taper is going well :) hehe thank you for the kind offer, I am going to have to decline, but you made me smile which is an amazing thing at the moment! :D <3

If you want to pm me about your experience, go ahead :)
 
I'm glad I made you smile... your username always reminds me of the girl in skins... but I will write to you tomorrow and tell you about it if thats okay? it was freaking weird :P

anyways, I will speak to you tomorrow and you are SUCH a sweetheart!
 
Hehehe wooger you are lovely :D <3
It's great to hear you're doing well, keep it up man!
 
Haha yeah, I'm actually named after my toy elephant effie but everyone thinks it's Effie from Skins. I'm down with that though, I actually loved the first 2 series and she was cool in those ;)

I await your pm tomorrow (or whenever you are ready :) )
 
Hahaha yeah I keep it fairly quiet usually but you know, this is TDS... might even post a picture of effie-the-elephant one day! :D
 
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