No Use.
11/29/03
Just trying to love again.
Just trying to live again.
Its no use
the truth
is staring at you right in the fucking face.
obtuse
without a clue
you turn and look away.
Just trying to love again.
Just trying to live again,
but I'm tripping.
It's no use
I loose
the game again, I loose the race
cock it
pull the trigger
point it at my chest, blow me away.
Just trying to love again.
Just trying to live again,
but I'm tripping,
won't you catch me, please?
It's no use
the truth
is staring at you right in the fucking face.
you choke
elope
turn and stare off into space.
Just trying to love again.
Just trying to live again,
but I trip and then
I try and fall into your eyes,
into blissful drowning,
to live and love and make up for old times,
but you don't catch me.
It's no use
I loose
tighten the noose, wed the rope with grace
can't cope
so I elope
and ascend to outer space.
Lost again in the flat and numb,
lost again in the neither up nor down.
11/29/03
Just trying to love again.
Just trying to live again.
Its no use
the truth
is staring at you right in the fucking face.
obtuse
without a clue
you turn and look away.
Just trying to love again.
Just trying to live again,
but I'm tripping.
It's no use
I loose
the game again, I loose the race
cock it
pull the trigger
point it at my chest, blow me away.
Just trying to love again.
Just trying to live again,
but I'm tripping,
won't you catch me, please?
It's no use
the truth
is staring at you right in the fucking face.
you choke
elope
turn and stare off into space.
Just trying to love again.
Just trying to live again,
but I trip and then
I try and fall into your eyes,
into blissful drowning,
to live and love and make up for old times,
but you don't catch me.
It's no use
I loose
tighten the noose, wed the rope with grace
can't cope
so I elope
and ascend to outer space.
Lost again in the flat and numb,
lost again in the neither up nor down.

