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[beanpoophead]

Trying to formulate
the plan to a life where I’m alive
breathing deep, in and out
watch me, watch me go deeper

and I don’t know if you were ever there
he didn’t care, no he never even stared
as I sat there, took you away, took you away
and you, were you even in me?
Took me away too, it took me away
swallowed it, made you go away...
And I’ll never know if you were even there

if I could do anything
I’d go back 365 days and be someone new
wouldn’t go where I went, wouldn’t do what I did
never worth it, it could never have been worth it
if I knew then, what I know now. . .
Things would be a million times different, times two
and this world wouldn’t be spinning
and I wouldn’t be standing still

watching it all from the outside
watching everything fall
all the things I built are crashing down
all around me, falling, falling, falling

pick me up, I can not crawl
don’t hurt me, don’t hurt me anymore

I can’t stop myself. . .
Cos everything’s gone this time

 

[colicolo]

A nicely written poem, but its cause is very sad. I hope you can stay strong.
**Huggles**
Colin

 

[RareForm]

you bring out such raw emotion and anguish in your pieces, it kind of depresses me lol -- not you're writing of course, i hope things are going well...

~Drew