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[med-x]

I've never really wrote a poem before... I don't even think this is one. I just wanted to write down how i was feeling and maybe post it somewhere.... well here it is.

lost and alone with no where to go
i sit and i wait
tired of feeling abandoned and hopeless
i think you're avoiding me
or maybe you're just too busy
whatever the reason,
i just want you to know
that this is the time when i need you here most

as i was walking home today,
i saw a train
and thought to myself,
maybe if i lay over the tracks,
it'll take away the pain

i thought about it for a second
and reminded myself that i shouldnt
but after it passed i wished i would have
but thinking about this just makes me even more sad

 

[cherub]

Very good for first time,, for anytime that matter.
It came straight from the soul.

I know it is hard at times, and it seems easier to try and take away the pain anyway you can..... but remember, you really never know how strong you really are unless you keep going.

I have been there and wondered if i should,,,, always glad when i feel better when I don't.

Reminds me of a song though, cheesy as it is.

"you never would enjoy the high unless you have the lows"