No Sex.
6/22/04
I don't want
to want to,
but I do:
I want to
so bad.
Grab my ass, pin me
down to the bed,
and in an instant I choose
instinct over caution,
but you said,
"no sex, not yet,"
and I'm red
with embarassment.
We're hot and naked and this is
too much to hold back.
Just another taste of
torture again, damn it.
And I get to thinking:
the drive for sex...
you know it's not everything
until you're caught up
in the moment,
in a situation like this,
and you realise
it all comes down to this:
the most direct and vulnerable
kind of human expression, a
ritual of life and
spiritual unification,
and as close as we can get
while in the skin
to the embodiment of
spiritual enlightenment;
connection;
liberation.
And we made our way here,
and I'm held back again.
You could never
understand...
You could
never know
how insanely,
horrendously bad
I want you
right now...
6/22/04
I don't want
to want to,
but I do:
I want to
so bad.
Grab my ass, pin me
down to the bed,
and in an instant I choose
instinct over caution,
but you said,
"no sex, not yet,"
and I'm red
with embarassment.
We're hot and naked and this is
too much to hold back.
Just another taste of
torture again, damn it.
And I get to thinking:
the drive for sex...
you know it's not everything
until you're caught up
in the moment,
in a situation like this,
and you realise
it all comes down to this:
the most direct and vulnerable
kind of human expression, a
ritual of life and
spiritual unification,
and as close as we can get
while in the skin
to the embodiment of
spiritual enlightenment;
connection;
liberation.
And we made our way here,
and I'm held back again.
You could never
understand...
You could
never know
how insanely,
horrendously bad
I want you
right now...
