no one understands...

i know, typical emoshit... but seriously... i just feel like nobody gets it... why i do what i do... myself included...

like, Pavlovian training should get most animals capable of learning to learn not to hurt themselves... it doesn't matter if i know the outcome will be bad... i do it anyway...

pain

its just all pain...

all i feel is pain...
and frustration, because i'm causing MORE PAIN!!!

 

yeah I know, =\
even my sleep is shitty now...
seems like a cosmic joke, we are just here to suffer...
Do like me, say "Fuck it! Fuck the Universe!" and return bad karma to everyone
I am a universal agent, I make sure everyone gets what they deserve, if cross my path and they get it then they deserved it.
My point is that You are not alone, see? =)

Feel free to pm me if you feel you need to talk.

 

i can't do harm... i can do decietful things to make myself feel better, i just... i can't harm others, even if they deserve it...

thanks for the support friend