no one like me.

[iLoveYouWithaKnife]

Dear Friend,

So where does all of this start?
It's starts with a letter that I will never send.
It's starts with the first time I see you again.
That first look, that stare...
that we haven't seen in a while.
Except over the computer-
an attachment, a file.
And maybe for you it's different.
I'm not quite sure how it is you think.
It's just good to see one another,
every now and again.

So friend,
I have to tell you this.
Thanks for meeting up with me
after I put you through that.
Back then it was a different time
when I didn't know how to get away from all of this.
I couldn't explain it then...
and really I don't know how to explain it
to this day,
to make you understand why I had to leave you.

We live in different worlds
where people like me only dream of
people like you to take us away from here.
But as much as we dream
we keep in mind it is only a dream.
And if by chance, it becomes reality.....
we don't know how to act,
what will take place.
So we draw back and push away
the thing that was going to take us away....
only because we fear what we don't know.

And to me friend,
you are perfect.
And I fear that,
more than anything.
Because I don't know that.
No one had ever treated me perfect,
without wondering what's in it for them.

I hope you don't take it personally.
Everyone has made me feel like a piece of trash
since as long as I can remember...
so I think I need to be treated that way always.
It's hard to break that cycle.
And when someone treats you different
you wonder why they want to treat you so special.
What is it about them that makes them see different?
Or what is it about me that makes me so special?

Cause I sure as hell don't see anything.

So why would you want to
waste your fucking time on me??

My dear friend,
there was something there.
But I had to leave you,
because you need something more.
You need someone more who is proud by your side,
instead of question without pride,
of why someone like you
wants to be with a no one like me.

Take me as a friend,
as all I probably can ever be.
you won't be dissappointed
in a no one like me.

*heart*,
no one

 

[vurtomatic]

i can relate to this, well done.

 

[E-girl]

We live in different worlds
where people like me only dream of
people like you to take us away from here.

i really liked that part. its so true!

i think i mostly liked this piece because there is usually a lot of aggression, or obvious hurt in a lot of your work. and this one read calmly... strongly...

i think that you and i share one similarity. we were both put through so much SHIT in our lives that we have grown strong, immune.... to a lot of future shit. and i think it shows in your words these days...

anyways, sometimes friends are better than that "other" thing.

 

[Furnace]

I agree with vurtomatic.

I too can relate to this.

the perfect thing for me to read this morning.