Fornax55
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Jun 17, 2010
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- 465
okay, so, i've never really been the world's most motivated person. i've always enjoyed writing , and playing video games. for the mostpart, the majority of my stories were written for school. i used to write really deep twisted allegorical poems, too, but i've sort of slipped out of that.
the thing is, since i graduated, i haven't been motivated much to do anything. i'll go to work in the morning, come home, and sleep. this is pretty much my whole life, unless i'm high.
when i'm high, i start doing the things that i like to do. this seems like it could be a potential problem, because i never do the things i like to do, unless i'm high. otherwise i'll just peruse FB/BL until my eyes bleed.
wtf is up with this? i need some kind of motivation booster, but i doubt my doctor would be inclined to provide me with any such thing.
the thing is, since i graduated, i haven't been motivated much to do anything. i'll go to work in the morning, come home, and sleep. this is pretty much my whole life, unless i'm high.
when i'm high, i start doing the things that i like to do. this seems like it could be a potential problem, because i never do the things i like to do, unless i'm high. otherwise i'll just peruse FB/BL until my eyes bleed.
wtf is up with this? i need some kind of motivation booster, but i doubt my doctor would be inclined to provide me with any such thing.