it's easier when youre in front of other people, or it's just not as intense as it is when youre by yourself. when youre alone nothing can distract you, nothing can slow your thoughts down and make light of the situation. you just keep fucking with yourself until you burst into tears.
fucking bullshit ebb and flow. chaos; structure; chaos; structure. i hate people and dealing with them. i want my own little secluded area where i can hobbit away and come out when i get bored, which doesnt happen very often. a place near water and only certain memories. a place with no mirrors.
fucking bullshit ebb and flow. chaos; structure; chaos; structure. i hate people and dealing with them. i want my own little secluded area where i can hobbit away and come out when i get bored, which doesnt happen very often. a place near water and only certain memories. a place with no mirrors.
