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So i'm very curious about this and it doesn't seem like there is to much information on what the -average effects- seem to be besides some things i am about to write of.

Dosages i have used and there effects(Not mandatory to read, Only if you are willing to understand my concern ;)

50mg - Things were brighter, relaxed, talkative to friends, tasks were incredibly easy

80-100mg(Tested clean pill(s)) - VERY good mood when entering the club, felt better than everyone and knew i was, hair and clothes felt amazing for a little while. 45 minutes after arriving i started feeling shitty and sat down on a couch in a pretty bad mood the entire duration and staring at the floor the entire time, not in the mood to dance,touch or do anything, Apparently light trails which i discovered a weak later were not actually there from explaining it to my friend, but i figured they were legit and normal at the same. Music was the only thing keeping me there but still in a weird mood for no reason, I was regretful and almost cried knowing i missed all that asss on the way home during the come down.

150mg - zoned out in to trances and layed on the floor most of the time, got anxious a couple times and walked around, a couple times i went in to deep conversations but would soon become very uncomfortable and sit on the floor starring around. Felt the euphoria and a lots of body warmth, felt quite awkward at times until a talk directed to me was spoken.

200mg - felt almost "stoned" but went off in to conversations with every person who had a problem around me. Giving advice and one guy actually gave me his phone to read his girlfriends texts, After reading it and coming up with my conclusion i had told him that his girlfriend may be in early development of a mental disorder and that he should confront her problems and even that i would help him "Strange"?, I was also very comfortable around people but still not enough to start up conversations and meet people.
I could also spell things in my eye using a flashlight or glow stuck while they were closed so i continued to write my name as well as spell out "I'm fucked" and see it there for a good 10 seconds.

i had always heard different about people using who can only it explain it as "Ecstasy".... and that nothing bothers them, as well as a confidence greater than coke.. not to much help, I refuse to take there "Crack dust" so i can not make a comparison. But anyway If you managed to read most of that sped out talk i DO have a couple proper questions that relate.

1. Since i am not able to indentify the effects a good amount of time, Do different dosages have different determined feelings or effects?

2. Is there a possibility that i bring my own feeling in to chaos from other peoples actions while on mdma?
 
First time using was a little over 4 weeks ago, I used four times that week and my 80-100mg dose was done before this weekend on friday.
 
My first thought was that you're an anxious person, until this:

"First time using was a little over 4 weeks ago, I used four times that week and my 80-100mg dose was done before this weekend on friday."

Give your brain time to recover and rebuild serotonin before taking MDMA. The drug does nothing except cause the release of naturally occurring chemicals in your brain, taking it again before those chemicals replenish is a complete waste of time and can actually do harm. Taking it at 2-3 month intervals is best, and no more than 200mg at a time.

If you are an anxious person or prone to depression, you can create SEVERE problems for yourself abusing MDMA.
 
Just like ^^ Said

If you really want to experiment with different doses and have a more steady study of MDMA's personal affects on you,

Wait a couple months between each try, and eat healthy meals/exercise

Try some/all of the many supplements available to aid in recovery as well.
 
Your dosing schedule definitely affected your ability to appreciate MDMA. When you don't take decent breaks between your rolls, I find the more "high-end" effects of MDMA tend to be subdued (by high-end effects I mean almost overpowering empathy, strong acceptance of yourself and the people around you etc). You get the high, but there also seems to be something missing, if you know what I mean.

So for a start, take a 4-6 week break and then try dropping about 120mg.

I actually dislike mid level doses of MDMA (like 80mg). Perhaps it's just permanent tolerance or something, but at a dose of about 80mg I find that it's easy to get anxious, because you definitely feel that you're on something, but the effects seems kinda subdued. This often leads into negative thought loops that can be difficult to get out off. I find with MDMA there is a "golden dosage" that needs to be crossed if you want to feel really good. If you don't cross it, your mind doesn't let go and you start getting anxious thoughts. Hope this answered question #1.

Regarding talking to people, pure MDMA is actually pretty chill. You do feel for people and stuff, but you won't necessarily want to run around and talk to every single person. If someone is talking to you, sure, you can have some really deep conversations, but it's not like you feel compelled to talk to everyone.

Coke/speed on the other hand are much more likely to make you want to talk to everyone about everything. If you feel that you are getting too 'floored' on higher doses while lower doses are giving you anxiety, perhaps you might want to take a small dose of speed along with your MDMA. Something like 5-10mg should do the the trick (take 5 if you've never done speed before).

MDMA is definitely dependent upon your mindset and the setting you are in. While MDMA is more predictable and "user-friendly" than substances like LSD/Shrooms, it is important to remember that MDMA is still a psychedelic amphetamine. It's mostly things like coke/H that provide you 100% euphoria in almost any mindset/setting. MDMA is not like that.

Feel free to ask any more questions...
 
I was going to say the same as ^ - give yourself a break and then dose correctly, underdosing at 50mgs is imho a waste and only leads to feeling frustrated. 200mgs is a hefty dose and (depending on your body size) could be too much to enjoy - aim at the 120-150 mg area and see what happens.

You also need to relax, taking any drug is an experience and if you dont go with the flow your more likely to run into problems.
 
If dosing correctly doesn't work, it could also be that you simply don't react to MDMA the same as most people. Not everyone derives the "ideal" effects from MDMA -- my gf being one of those people. Give it some time and give it another shot at 150mgs. If you still don't get it, maybe MDMA just isn't your thing?
 
Yes, you have to space more your doses. Definetely at the very least a month. Take three months till your next use since you are pretty fried by now, friend. You may already suffer froma few symtoms of e-tardation (or they may begin in the next weeks)--memory problems, reduction of linear thinking capacity, depression.

You won't appreciate MDMA if you take it too often.
 
JamesLight said:
Yes, you have to space more your doses. Definetely at the very least a month. Take three months till your next use since you are pretty fried by now, friend. You may already suffer froma few symtoms of e-tardation (or they may begin in the next weeks)--memory problems, reduction of linear thinking capacity, depression.

You won't appreciate MDMA if you take it too often.
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" reduction of linear thinking capacity"

That sounds like something simple that was made into something more complicated,
idk, I'm recovering from an event this weekend,
what exactly does that mean?
 
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