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mrflowers00

mrflowers00

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my life is shit because i made it shit and will likely continue to make it shit but i'll stick around until the people i love enough to not put through my early demise dies
 
oh mrf, I'm so sorry you're hurting so much. For what it's worth, even though we have never met or spoken, know that this Bluelighter cares and sends love. <3
 
most people who have had an actual conversation with me like me quite a bit but i hate myself and life in general i'm pretty good at helping other people but i can't help myself
 
its not that you cant, you just need to figure out how to help yourself. It comes with time, i still have no clue, but im guessing im a lot younger than you...so you'll probably figure it out soon enough. Stay strong brother
 
i'm only 23 so i doubt you're much younger than me but i loath myself because i was such a smart and promising child but i started drinking at 7 and using drugs/alcohol daily by 12 which is when i started to show up for school less than half the time and ruined any chance of a good life for me cause i'm way too poor to pay for school where i could have probably got a full scholarship if i would have tried in high school
 
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