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no drugs wanna die

Hey there mrFlowers00I was thinking of you yesterday. I haven't caught many of your post lately, so sorry to hear that you are out:( .I know it's tough when you're out but we are here for you!
 
Maybe this will be a good opportunity to think about where you are in life. If you are abusing your meds and leaving yourself short than maybe a little break will be good for you.

I hope you don't let this get the better of you, you are stronger than the drugs.
 
Kratom, Imodium, hydroxyzine, benzos, and sleeping pills at night. Weed too unless it gives you anxiety

You'll be fine
 
Hey l have seen posts from you before about how much you use...so l know you're hurting. Totally sucks hang in there dude!
 
Think about how many times you've been at the point of suicide. But you've survived up until now so you will get through this difficult period because you always do. Trust me, things will get better eventually. Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem as they say.
 
WHat you need to do is head to the store and purchase some pooppy seeds and use them to make a makeshift tea to fend off your opiate WD. This is however, only a band-aid. Your long-term solution would be to slow down your usage so that you don't wanna kill yourself just because you don't have your drugs for a couple days
 
Tramadol is also a godsend for opiate withdrawal. Depending on what state you're in it is easy to get if you search google. Its not a controlled substance in most states. Also codeine is sold as cheratussin ac over the counter in a lot of states just like ephedrine, Not sure about CA laws though.

If your thinking of ending it all, I've been there, I think a lot of us(humans) have. When I get like that I just tell myself that "Suicide is always available." If things dont look up in a day, week, month, year, I still have that option, but who knows what drastic changes could take place. Hell, you could win the lottery tomorrow. And just think of how great you will feel holding that oxy in your hand a few days from now, even before you take any. Do you really want to rob yourself of that happiness and all other potential happiness in the future.
 
KoreyS said:
WHat you need to do is head to the store and purchase some pooppy seeds and use them to make a makeshift tea to fend off your opiate WD. This is however, only a band-aid. Your long-term solution would be to slow down your usage so that you don't wanna kill yourself just because you don't have your drugs for a couple days
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Be careful if you do this though. PST varies in potency and you can't always be sure how strong it's going to be.
 
i'm actually pretty happy right now even though i have to wait for a prior authorization for my oxy to be filled don't know why i'm happy usually i'd be pissed
 
how did you manage to get oxys? I thought you were a junkie? Is it through a substance misuse program?

Over here oxys are so hard to get, you'd have to be dying of cancer to get a script.
 
i only became a junkie because they started me on pain killers for chronic neck and back pain that i've been dealing with now for 9 years
 
I remember the constent anxiety of getting the next dose makes me totally fucked,
Now I got an unlimit stabile source for pure dihydrocodeine and others opiates,
Now my life is still fucked, but I feel so much better,

being an opiates addict, every problem related to opiates you can't ignore it,
You need plans, you need to know how much drugs left, and how long will they last,
You need to know how much money you have got, and how long it will last,
This is how I do it, I need 4000 a month for opiates, I make 12000 a month,
Then maybe I save 2000 a month for emergencies situation,
Like if I lose my job,
I won't freak out and start panic,
because I know I got enough money to buy drugs for half year,
Even I can't find a new job, I still got 6 month supply.
I didn't feel the anxiety now.
 
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