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NeighborhoodThreat said:
^I was about to ask about that, how is the time distortion on K? Is it like other psychedelics/high doses of good weed or something different?

I notice Swerlz isn't online anymore...I bet he's enjoying himself :)
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The time dilation is, you guessed it, also very hard to put into words. Hell its hard to even remember your own K-holes lol.

But this is how it feels to me:

The time dilation is extreme, maybe ultimate (the highest possible). It feels when you're in the hole, time ceases to exist. But then after what feels like an eternity, its like someone presses the 'power-up' button in your brain. You feel a snap, where you suddenly return to being 'you'/being conscious. Then slowly, you gain your motor control back, you gain your vision back, you start processing your sensory input, and then your left with the tail end of the trip in which you are fully awake/aware/conscious. The sub-k-hole trip feels a lot like DXM, its wobbly, hard to move straight, fuzzy, and there seems to be a gap in between thinking about moving and actually moving. Its really fun, but not very spiritual. The k-hole on the other hand is as spiritual as I get. Nothing is more 'enlightening' to me then a k-hole (well other than a k-hole on psychedelics). I feel like I've learned more about reality & consciousness from ketamine than any other drug, including LSD.

Some may not agree. But for me, after taking some time to experience K in everyway possible, I feel like I've reconstructed every single part of my understanding of the universe around me.

I feel like complete dissociation is as close to a 'complete understanding' of the universe as you can get, save for death.
 
Yeah ektamine.....you should submit a trip report man....take the time, make it right and share your experience in full detail. I know words can hardly do it justice but the fun part about trip report writing is trying.
 
Yeah I know, I used to be set on writing at least one up, but it's always so hard to put the experience into words that give the experience justice. Do my explanations paint a picture in your mind? Or do they just kinda sound like psychedelic jib-jab? lol, being the one who has experienced it, I can't tell.

Sadly my K source fell apart, but luckily its about the easiest scheduled drug to find online so hopefully I will find another one soon.

Then you can certainly count on a report, whether it makes me sound like a schizo or not =D
 
They paint a pretty damn good picture, and this is coming from somebody who's done 2C-I and 2C-E a handful of times, mushrooms and handful of times, DXM once, DPH once (fuck that shit) and LSD a bit more than a "handful" of times ;) and you're describing some feelings that are very very much like the feelings I've experienced during psychedelic experiences.

If you just talking about K in a social gives me chills and LSD flashbacks, I think you can write a good trip report.
 
NeighborhoodThreat said:
They paint a pretty damn good picture, and this is coming from somebody who's done 2C-I and 2C-E a handful of times, mushrooms and handful of times, DXM once, DPH once (fuck that shit) and LSD a bit more than a "handful" of times ;) and you're describing some feelings that are very very much like the feelings I've experienced during psychedelic experiences.

If you just talking about K in a social gives me chills and LSD flashbacks, I think you can write a good trip report.
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Yeah... well you know I used to write a lot of trip reports (before I was a member here, I was very active at the other large drug-forum), but recently I just haven't had the money and have been focusing on priorities other than psychedelics.

But, I'm on the VERGE (fingers crossed) of finding work VERY soon (hopefully this week!), and my life in last few months has really been coming back together. I feel like if this trend continues this summer will probably be another summer of fun/love/exploration/psychedelic madness and I have a strong desire to get back in the habit of recording/writing about my experiences. It's feels really good to express all the insights gained from these trips.
 
muvolution said:
Ektamine, that makes sense and sounds like about what one can achieve through serious No2 or ether abuse, although ket is probably even more intense.

Also, the couple of times I have dissociated on psychs and whippits/ ether, it has seemed like I was outside my body FOREVER, so I don't know how I could handle an hour long K-hole.
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Yep, it does have some strong ties to N2O, and even more-so, DXM. I'm often hesitant to add the part about it being similar to DXM though, because most people use DXM via syrups which is really a shitty experience. Also, because low doses of DXM are absolutely nothing like high-doses of DXM.

But you know how N2O kind of 'sucks you out of reality' for a second? Thats like a small taste, a very small taste, of the k-hole.

Curious, do you feel something very vast, or large, when you do N2O (more specifically if your on other psyches at the same time)? Like do you feel a connection to a larger, greater thing?

That too, is like a taste of ketamine dissociation. That vast, limitless, physical space.


One time (I don't recommend this) when I was feeling particularly courageous/self-destructive, I combined K DXM and Nitrous.

There's no way I could even begin to try and explain that trip, because it doesn't even make sense to my own memory. It feels like I literally scooped a hole out of my memory, its just not there, the experience simply cannot be recalled.

O how I <3 droogz.
The universe seems to be a paradox =D
 
The tricky part is coming up for you ektamine. When you find work, you have to balance out being a "sheep" and being able to shed your work "skin" once you walk in your front door. Being a weekend warrior only satisfies a little, so you are forced with hard decisions on the daily....should I take this tonight if I have work in the morning? As long as you do the right thing and keep doing what you "have" to so you continue with your love for droogz :)
 
theotherside26 said:
The tricky part is coming up for you ektamine. When you find work, you have to balance out being a "sheep" and being able to shed your work "skin" once you walk in your front door. Being a weekend warrior only satisfies a little, so you are forced with hard decisions on the daily....should I take this tonight if I have work in the morning? As long as you do the right thing and keep doing what you "have" to so you continue with your love for droogz :)
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Yeah... Well I'm a bit of a strange case...

I only really do my favorite drugs when I have work (used to work 30 - 35hrs a week) because I can only fully enjoy the meaningful drugs (psychedelics) when my life is in order. Otherwise I spend the whole trip thinking about how drugs don't mean shit unless you're enjoying life without them.

When I don't have work... thats when my drug use really gets messy. I start doing more stimulants, more downers, and less psychedelics & 'insightful' drugs. I guess thats when I stop using drugs for fun, and start using them to forget about my problems.

I believe that money doesn't buy happiness, but (a small amount of) money provides the stability that sets you up to find happiness.

It's definitely all about balance. Balance is probably the most important/useful thing you can learn in life.
 
Yeah that makes sense. I never got into whippits too heavily, but when I would do it I would go big. I remember some times with No2 alone (er, with cannabis, ethanol and opium, but that was the usual) I would take like 5 balloons in a row and not breath air in between, and that would completely suck me out of my body and at times it was very spiritual to become everything and have everything become you; to see outside the world and shut your brain down, then restart it.

Several times I would mix LSD, No2, and ether and have extremely visual, crazy dissociative experiences, one of which I would say is the most imminently enlightening single experience I have ever had. I suppose that one's brain lets them see what they want to see, but isn't that kinda the point of religion - as a lens to view things through?

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As far as Bluelight vs Er...other forums, I have submitted several trip reports all leaning very heavily on the dangers of the drugs that I was writing about, in impeccable prose and a scientific, technical style, yet they were never published.
The thing about Bluelight is that it provides instant and accessible harm reduction, and a good community has developed around that.
 
Yeah plus here at Bluelight there is no need to go swimming which is good because I hate the pool :) So what is going on tonight in your world muvolution? Put my girl to bed and now I am pleasantly blazed/comfortably numb.
 
Hello NMI!

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Why the shit-eating grin you ask?


Well... I just got back from here

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(I like to call it my front yard =D)

Where I ran into a friend who smoked me out with a bowl of ice on the cliffs (hey, its been a while ;)). And then watched the sun set over a bowl of hash.

So its been a good, and so-far-undrunk, cinco de mayo.
Now where's that damned tequila 8o

Enjoy your night bluelight!
 
Did only like 1mg of bupe snorted and am surprisingly buzzing off it - I usually don't at all. So because I was feeling good from that, I started getting some stuff done in my new apartment and as I was unpacking I found a tiny ball of O in my cooking supplies, probably for tea, so once I got back to where I'm staying I rolled on up with that in it and am feeling quite dandy from it.
Shit's gotta be at least 4 years old, hard as a rock, and it's probably that long since I had any. It tastes soooo good.
 
O as in Opium?

Maaan... the only time I ever smoked opie was when I harvested a little myself from some poppies that I grew... It tasted delicious - one of my favorite tastes! And gave me quite a satisfactory buzz too.
 
Looks very peaceful/fun ektamine! Even though my beach(galveston) has brown water and tar everywhere I still love going down there a few times each summer. I am planning on doing the last few g's of my drone stash followed by a small dose trip(not sure which one yet) in a few weeks while lying on the beach all night. Bring a few tents and beer in a cooler(so that they will think I'm drunk ;) )
 
yup. Opium. so good. And yes, in case you were wondering DEA, it's all gone now - none for you guys.

The beach is so rad. I know how the gulf is, though, TOS, I lived in NOLA for 5 years, and both Grand Isle and Buloxi are totally fucked up now.
 
theotherside26 said:
Looks very peaceful/fun ektamine! Even though my beach(galveston) has brown water and tar everywhere I still love going down there a few times each summer. I am planning on doing the last few g's of my drone stash followed by a small dose trip(not sure which one yet) in a few weeks while lying on the beach all night. Bring a few tents and beer in a cooler(so that they will think I'm drunk ;) )
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Its the best man. All my favorite memories of droogz are on the beach. The northern CA beaches are soooo nice, lots of cliffs and secluded coves, I remember one of my fondest MDMA memories was having a fairly large illegal rave (/dubstep/acid tripper party) on a beach under the full moon from midnight to sunrise... with a HUGE soundsystem and a visualizer (like in windows media player) projected out across the cliffs.

Another time me and two of my closest friends consumed large doses of foxy (5-meo-dipt) and took a box of whippits and a nitrous cracker to the beach at night. That was funnnnnn =D


The beach is definitely the best place consume droogz. The beach and deep, deep, deep in the forest. <3
 
It is almost not worth going in the day time, but at night the beach is so calm and under the moonlight the water just looks beautiful to my eyes. Probably go to Moody Gardens to entertain my girl....3D movie/Rainforest type of stuff. You have any travel plans this summer?
I can't afford to go anywhere great.

Hola Senior Laika...what are you up to my friend? No work tonight?
 
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