New member (kind of)… I have been using and checking the side since I was about 15 years old. I am now 32!
- wanted to give a big HOWDY to everyone, you can all call me BDubbz!
- I am a very experienced drug user, nearly 25 years in the game. Damn near everything has been tried, besides some of those weird chemicals you can order online, but I’ve done a lot of those too lol.
- I’m very interested in being a part of this site again, I thought for the longest time that it had been taken down and was no longer available… And am thrilled to see it back(it was an absolute lifeline for me back in the day).
- I am currently working for a 9 to 5 gig, keeping it together and supporting myself. I live alone in a metropolitan area and I’m completely self supportive.
- Why I said the sentence priors is due to the fact that I’ve been a heroin addict for the last four years; I used the drug on and off for the last 13 years. Started out with OxyContin, naturally, and we all know the natural progression from there. However, I had tried to heroin first, after a break up, with friends at one time. But I had very little desire to do it again until about six months after. My new addiction was expensive, alone w/all of my dealers being untrustworthy or never actually came through constantly. Therefore, I decided to make a decision to move back to heroin, hell I’d already tried it before right?!
- Luckily, I have had several years, at least seven, completely sober from heroin or opiates. However, I have been back on them for the last four years. I’m currently on a taper down, and for some reason I’m finding meth to be a huge help to me to be able to cut down. I used to think that drug was disgusting; I made a promise to myself never to use it…. I don’t know why it helps, but it just does. It’s not an often or overuse thing, but it helps me use the H a lot less.
- Second love of my life, benzodiazepines in any varietal. I will now no longer do them unless I have my own prescription, a friend has a prescription, or I watch someone take it directly out of the bottle & taste it; I will know for sure if it’s actually what I’m buying or not….. and yes, I can tell the “realness” of most benzos by taste alone.
