I've missed me too!!

AND I'VE MISSED YOU-and NMI and BLUELIGHT!
My health is just shit. BUT,my final hearing for medicaid and SSD is Feb 8th-Just met w/ my lawyer last monday and meet w/ her once more before the court date to make sure all is in order. The thought of being able to see a General Practitioner,an ENT,my Cardiologist,a Dentist-OBGYN-AN ORTHOPEDIC SURGEON who can fix my ankle and knee from my accident.
It was 6 years on tues the 10th...i tend to shut down a cpl days every year on that date,give or take-before and after...6 years seems like a long time,but when you are brought back from the dead and for a month NO ONE believes you will make it...it is a profound experience. This is the 1st year I did not cry. I was sick and my fucking ankle on it's 4th and WORST sprain of the year had me down...I mean beat down,but then I remembered Bluelight-no shit. I thought of all the lives I have touched-and even more,the lives that have touched me. you know what I'm talking about effie-you are at the top of that list w/ so many others...ocean,n3o,Johnnyblue,JoshE,herbie,muv,BdP,OD,lefty,Samhadi,Laika,NT,chinup...just to name a FEW.pretty much ALL of the staff team! I love our staff. I love our members. I love that we struggle together and are a team.....and a family. I love the NMI regulars. I am still sick and miserable-but in a good way. I am doing my best and feel the tide turning soon for me-for better or worse,I remain a fighter and dedicated to Harm Reduction as the ultimate reason for Bluelight.
This site saved my life. I cannot imagine my life w/o Bluelight.
I love your guts,guys and gals....EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU!!!!!!!...............skillz
now...off to therapist #2....see you guys in a bit!
p.s...........thank you effie
