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think imma try some phenazepam; but I also thought of a retort from a song to the name of this thread:

"the other side of takeout is mildew on ice"
---AC
 
And an obsession with the past, is like a deaaaaaaad fly


It's good to see you in here sir.
 
You guys are nutssss Sung Tongs Sung Tongs all the waaay

then Feels > MPP > strawberry
 
If you read a few pages up you'll find my phenazepam background. I know from unfortunate experience what happens when you push it too far on phenaz. I've gone through grams of the stuff. But the up-side of that, is I now also know whats critical (precise measurement, self-control) to keep it under control.

This time I didn't buy it for recreation, but rather to use ultra-low doses to ease my anxiety. Getting a new job and all, it'd be nice to not be a nervous wreck for the first few weeks of work.

Luckily everyone at my new job seems pretty chill and laid-back, so I'll think it'll be a blast.
 
Thats the funny part... I don't really know. Its not better, its not worse, its not high and its not low, its just 'different'. I've never figured out a way to articulate it. Benzos are just a strange drug for me.

Its like nothing really matters when your on it... but its not like that matters either. So I just kinda go about my day, and nothing really matters. And thats benzos for ya.

It's could be compared to a state of strong apathy. Nothing really matters right now, and thats neither good nor bad.
 
Its an Indian Restaurant (indian cooks, the rest of the staff are thai/white/whatever) downtown in my city, just a few blocks away from my house. They have sit-down eating as well as an indian buffet thats kinda less formal.

But it seems really dope. Im excited.
 
1mg to start.

Well, what I think is 1mg.
Weighed out 10mg, and liquid diluted it into 10ml of IPA.
Used an insulin syringe to extract 1ml, which should equal 1mg.

So depending on how off my MG Scale was, between .5mg and 2mg

I think it may be time for a new scale with variances like that... and lmao at the "o wait u mean my job" :)
 
I agree scales are must have(for everything) but especially when handling something potent in such low doses.
 
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