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SinisterMuffin said:
Oh no! I wish I knew what to tell you... I'm currently hoping to feel -something- different soon. Been trying to get effects from combining piperine and curcumin for over an hour now. They're supposed to be mild effects, but I still want something! ><
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i think it was just a mild anxiety thing... i ddidnt even know what that was til i looked it up. if you;re an idiot like me just drink a bottle of cough sryup lol. you'll definitely feel something.
 
nuttynutskin said:
i think it was just a mild anxiety thing... i ddidnt even know what that was til i looked it up. if you;re an idiot like me just drink a bottle of cough sryup lol. you'll definitely feel something.
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Haha, yeah...the combo ended up doing absolutely nothing for me. Which is disappointing. I've really been itching to get to an altered state lately - trying to find easy, legal highs since I have a "date" set to do MDMA in a couple of weeks and therefore don't need to do that right now. I have some cough syrup, but drinking too much of it...the taste would trigger my gag reflex before I could drink enough to do anything for me besides make me sleepy. ><

Glad you seem to be feeling better, albeit a little bored, now! The beginning of that song reminds me of Ghost Houses in Super Mario World. LOL!!
 
so i don't get to go to Bonnaroo....i am so fucking depressed.my sinus infection got worse and had joined my left ear from swimming w/ my family memorial day. my knee got worse and i slept on my bad shoulder again so basically my rotatory cuff if fucked-long story short. if my right shoulder if hurt,it puts stress on my bad knee and visa vera. that is this his situation i'm in . shitty left shoulder,shitty right leg. i'm fucking blown away. this is all i have wanted for fucking months.

i hate this crippled body. fucker


FUCK!
 
aw, skillz, I'm sorry. It sounds like you need a break from life at a spa or something.t

I would like to see a picture of you, it basically sounds like you are the most hardcore, fearless woman out there.

Hang in there, things will improve.
 
muvolution said:
aw, skillz, I'm sorry. It sounds like you need a break from life at a spa or something.t

I would like to see a picture of you, it basically sounds like you are the most hardcore, fearless woman out there.

Hang in there, things will improve.
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Bonnaroo was my break-my spa. i go every year. well except a clp but this was 10 yr ann. i meant it's part of me. i'll be depressed all week(it runs thurs-sun) but my parents leave on mon or tues for a week and i get the house to my self. think i'll get my paint supplies and let Mollie take over. all alone,by the sound of the pool-after sunset.

FUCK!!!! i can't believe it. i've been working my leg so hard and then my fucking shoulder. all my therapists are working on my PTSD but it so hard to make peace w/ it when my goddamn leg fucks up everyday!!!

gggggggggggggrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

i'm just frustrated and disappointed.


oh-thank to you and C.I a while back for complimenting me on my writing. that means a lot. that is my most powerful art and i neglect it.

peace and love......................skillz:(
 
Chrome was fucking up for me before..Seems to be all good now though.
 
Hahaha, How you feeling skillz?

I thought to myself just then, how the hell can i be miserable when your going through the stuff your going through.

Anyway, I have just found my next tattoo design that i want to get done in Hong Kong. It's defiantly what i want, just want to modify it a bit so it will fit my upper arm.

Here it is:

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She is beautiful,beyond words. Where r u getting it. My comp is trying tomake me have win7 sec but I got Mcafee for a yr whn I got comp.I h8 this. grrrrrrrrrrrrr!
 
Skillz I'm so sorry to hear you won't be making it to bonnaroo but if it makes ya feel any better I won't be there either.
Did you get refunded?
 
Mines going well. Got up early and went to the beach. Finally getting my tan on. Then I took the dog to the vet so now I'm broke, but heading back out to the beach :)
 
Hello, all! How are you today? I'm...not so great. I'm feeling really burnt out today, and I'm not completely certain as to why - and I'm in a bunch of pain today even though I took my medicine like I'm supposed to. This is how I imagine most people feel in their post-MDMA depression (I've never felt like this) but I didn't even do MDMA last night, so I'm confused! I think it might be because I took too much Ambien to get to sleep, maybe...

Either way, I'm glad the weather's cooled off for you a bit, TOS! It's supposed to be raining/storming here tomorrow, so hopefully it'll do the same for me. These upper 90s are KILLING me! >< I'm jealous that you live so close to the beach and can start tanning, Laika. I actually have to avoid exposure to the sun because of my medications, so it makes me sad. I miss going to the beach!
 
Hey ms. muffin....thanks again for giving us another wonderful trip report :)
Yeah it is nice and breezy now and I'm loving it. Yesterday I was grumpy and now I'm in a good mood so all is good!
 
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