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smackcraft said:
hey all, i loved bein here but i amde a tit of mys elf so im leavin BL

goodbye evryone <3
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WTF are you talking about man?? You better stay around or I'm flying to the UK :) PM me with any problem...I'm sure I can help you out.


TO CI: Glad to see you are feeling better today man. Remember that everyday is different, some good some bad :)
 
^ yea @smakcraft don't go.... that's what I was trynna say in my post but yea.... your one of my favorites on here =D

And thank you @tos... I knew I would feel better today... that's the difference tho now... back in the day I just would have gotten more... in fact that wasmy first impulse was to call the guy.... lol... but I was like "o yea that would be smart... get all hooked again" and I didn't call the guy I toughed it out with a semi smile knowing I'm better than the drug that used to rule my life =F

I think its good for me to get a lil taste of withdrawals every couple years to make me remember how much it sucks.... and that's just after a couple days not a couple months or years...

Is not hard to dael with anymore....I just remeber how much worse it gets if you give in when ur body asks for more....

Its not fun at the time but it makes me a stronger person....

That's how I see it anyways lol =D
 
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Yeah I'm not sure what happened but I will get to the bottom of it sooner or later. Sometimes people just need a few day break from bluelight to take care of things in real life.
So how is your night going CI?
 
Its going well today... I just got back from the oral surgeonsfor my checkup and all is well there... he asked me if I needed more meds and I declined... don't really want any more rite now lol

I'm bout to grill up some steaks... set them in marinade earlier today... got to take off work early... went by the music store and oogled the strat I can't afford.... then went home and played for a bit.... went over to the college and grabbed a course catalog and made an appt with a counselor.... pretty damn good day id say... thank you for asking

I trust your day went equally nicely?
 
WTF smackcraft? Who made you wanna leave? I will smack(craft) a b!tch up in here!

K I need help. Super important serious time kids. My first EVAH edm event in a few days. Squee! Can you help me decide what to wear? It's outdoors, but there's a tent. Forecast says rain. :( I wanna wear a dress but then I'll have no pockets for all my stuff... What do you see girls wearing? I wanna look super awesome but Im not gonna dress in a costume or wear stilts or anything :P
 
I rock it like this @trinitee =D
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Love it!

I went shopping today and trying on a few things made me hate myself. And all I could think was how I can't wait till I'm there, in the proper "headspace" where I feel fucking gorgeous and could care less about shit like that.
 
Oh yes my g/f will be going out of town for an entire week so I am planning some guy stuff. Like risky business but minus the hookers :) Every relationship, even great ones need breaks from time to time. She is going to visit her mom and brother and I will probably stay home and write music and try out a few new "toys" that I otherwise wouldn't be able to.
 
What's goin on @captain? I made the mistake of falling asleep way too early this afternoon after grilling some steak and sausage now I am awake yet I don't work till 8am so kinda bored and tryin to fall back asleep for a while... but I'm actually doing well... feeling all back to normal after 2 days of feeling like total crap after taking dilaudid for only 5 days post op.... myy body remebers that stuff for sure lol... prolly partially why I'm all awake in the middle of the night.... today was the third day and I woke up feeling good and norrmal.... pretty much lol

I think you already heard of this but yea I'm insomniatical the moment so I babble and make up words... =D
 
Thanks Captain...as much as I love her, I need this little time to be with myself. Never underestimate how important "you" time is in this life.

Glad you are feeling better CI....I am also an insomniac of sorts so you are in good company!
 
I'm not normally much of one... just every now and then.... but tonite is one of those nights it seems.... o well... I cojld think of a lot worse things to deal with than occasional insomnia :)
 
Yeah I was working on the trip report hall of fame stuff..closing the poll and whatnot. Yeah on fridays at work I am known for leaving for lunch meaning I go take a power nap in my car. I come home friday and nap for a few hours and then I'm good to go for the weekend. My g/f leaves sunday but I have off tuesday from work. Sweet freedom! You married?
 
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