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NMI Social: RIP BignBrown, Ektamine, and all those before them!

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I wish I had the funds to lift and eat better, I've lost 23lbs since my peak about 6 months ago.
 
Meth is poopoo...

On a totally different subject however...

What the hell are you supposed to do when a family member is losing their mind? I try to be nice about it and she acts like I agree with her craziness.... so I instead tell her that shit she says is crazy talk and she runs off and cries and that doesn't help either...

Ignoring her is impossible... and I find myself just drinking all the time to deal with it... :(
 
Naw its not like that NT its like all she ever talks about is bad shit that's happened in the past and screwups she or others have made... and she's super passive agressive about it and most of the time you just want to say "go fuck yourself.... but its my mom... so yea...

I kinda feel like its my fault.... I was always in trouble as a kid then was an alcoholic then an opiate addict.... she was fine thru all that but then I get cleaned up and go back to school and work a normal job and she is fucked.... like she's got nothin real to worry about so she just makes new problems out of old ones that were already solved....
 
Oh my if that doesn't remind me of a certain family member at times lol. Not to make light out of whatever is going on. Not sure what to tell you tho other than try to not get reeled in. Just try to stay calm and if she tries to play games just give vague answers. Can't really do much about it unless she's hurting someone or something or breaking shit. Have you tried to get her on meds? I'm guessing she would just refuse.
 
Oh my if that doesn't remind me of a certain family member at times lol. Not to make light out of whatever is going on. Not sure what to tell you tho other than try to not get reeled in. Just try to stay calm and if she tries to play games just give vague answers. Can't really do much about it unless she's hurting someone or something or breaking shit. Have you tried to get her on meds? I'm guessing she would just refuse.

No its fine... I try to make light of things whenever I can just kinda got to me today and I needed to just tell some peeps...

Btw your pretty much on the same level as me as far as your recommendations lol... she won't go to the doc... or anywhere else outside of her property.. she used to be pretty normal...

Its so weird... nothing happened to her or anything.... its just like once everything started being really good and the whole family finally grew up and started doing well she goes off the reservation and its like wtf....

I don't expect any real answers... I know there isn't any specific answer I just appreciate that I can share this here... seems like most of my "real life" friends just try to offer advice and its like yea that doesn't work and they always say oh u just need to do "whatever" and yea....

Anyways.... it'll work out one way or another eventually.... things always do....
 
CI - O. M. G. As I read that I thought, "gah, sounds like my mom." then you said it's your mom. Dewd. I feel like I SO know what you're saying and after a lifetime of trying everything under the sun to remedy it, I can tell you this: there is no answer. Nothing works. At least not for good. The crazy seeps into every crevice of your life and you either smile and nod, or stop coming around. (and even if you choose the latter, it still doesn't work...)

It's taken me all this time to post. He was TOO YOUNG damn it. Ektamine passing has been on my mind WAY a lot. The last I heard from him, he lent an ear when I was having a bad day. To think we were all asking about him for days and he was gone... Too sad. :(
 
Meth is a really great drug. I am very ADHD though, and I wouldn't recommend people use methamphetamine unless they are sure they can get good quality d-methamphetamine. It's not worth it to find racemic speed IMO.

It's also something you just cannot use frequently, it's not good to use it like that.
 
Meth is a really great drug.

For real? I've seen tweakers and the way that they were acting and how they looked was enough to steer me clear. I mean what's so great about staying up for a week straight? Personally I like having all of my teeth and not having sores all over my body lol. 8)
 
Finally got the house vacummed, toilet cleaned and sanitized, and sink cleaned. I think tomorrow may be mow the 2 foot long lawn day. lol
 
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For real? I've seen tweakers and the way that they were acting and how they looked was enough to steer me clear. I mean what's so great about staying up for a week straight? Personally I like having all of my teeth and not having sores all over my body lol. 8)

This could be achieved with crack/cocaine or other stimulants like MDMA, or RC stimulants as well.

Occasional methamphetamine usage (not addiction) is not bad.

I'm sure heroin addicts would make heroin look like a really bad thing, but I wouldn't say it is a drug not worth trying.
 
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