i'm done with dope! i was stopped by the cops yesterday across the street from my house after buying a bag from a friend. the cops are watchin me, they told me so. so yea, if i continue, eventually they might actually get lucky & catch me which would be me burning my ticket to norway. it's just not worth it anymore for me. the dope has been garbage any dam way.
oh, btw, i am new here. in trying to get clean, i try to talk to my husband about shit i've been through & he just gets upset. he'll never understand since the most he's ever done was drink a few times & smoked hash once.
me on the other hand, is a whole different story. one i'm not at all proud of, but sometimes i do need to vent it, rather then bottle it up.
i just don't understand how this shit (heroin) gets so deep inside you. i mean mentally. yes i have used for 18 plus years non-stop, but i really thought once i get the shit out of my system, i'll be good. well with the exception of that bag (oh shit it was 2 days ago i was stopped) i haven't used now for 2 days & before that it was quite a few days. just saying, this shit is vicous.
