ParappaTheRapper
Ex-Bluelighter
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So. This could go a few ways, but I think is probably a pretty good thread for here in PD on Bluelight.
I think we all always have that thought from time to time about how intense our thoughts feel or almost "sound" i guess on maybe LSD. maybe even moreso on a solo trip, but near people. Either way.
I think there's a lot of times, im just speaking personally now here, where i've done a lot of nitrous oxide or other dissociatives where I felt like, wow I think i just said that outloud. Sometimes its fun and recreational, sometimes more heavy. I think times when i've had real heavy or complex content that Id feel embarassed to have just said outloud around people, or in public, or whatever, I usually end up thinking something like "you know, think of how ineffable that all was. I mean, if i wanted or atleast tried to even describe it could I? So i mean, those moments where its so heavy or private sometimes I think, if its something I am only desperately able to cling to and try my best to understand, other people can't experience it.
But, just an extra depth here, without getting into too many details here, just from a handful of women...lol, i've found myself over time ending up yelling or getting mad or saying dissociative + psyc peak moments outloud. Does anyone have any thoughts about this.
I guess where im going is sort of open ended but, on one hand, maybe basic bullshit u go thru with people and buddies and women is one thing, but for us regular trippers, its almost this whole new dimension or layer to what goes on around us normally. Another thing im sort of breaking down here i guess is, alcohol and nitrous are similar in certain ways i feel like with GABA and shit. And when youre really drunk u end up getting way more aggressive and unihibited and stuff. Adding cannabis into the combos tends to chill it out, but anyone have any experience with any of this stuff.
Lol i know theres a lot here. Maybe it can be branched off of or something. Just wanted to get it all out here. Hope it fits in somewhere.
I think we all always have that thought from time to time about how intense our thoughts feel or almost "sound" i guess on maybe LSD. maybe even moreso on a solo trip, but near people. Either way.
I think there's a lot of times, im just speaking personally now here, where i've done a lot of nitrous oxide or other dissociatives where I felt like, wow I think i just said that outloud. Sometimes its fun and recreational, sometimes more heavy. I think times when i've had real heavy or complex content that Id feel embarassed to have just said outloud around people, or in public, or whatever, I usually end up thinking something like "you know, think of how ineffable that all was. I mean, if i wanted or atleast tried to even describe it could I? So i mean, those moments where its so heavy or private sometimes I think, if its something I am only desperately able to cling to and try my best to understand, other people can't experience it.
But, just an extra depth here, without getting into too many details here, just from a handful of women...lol, i've found myself over time ending up yelling or getting mad or saying dissociative + psyc peak moments outloud. Does anyone have any thoughts about this.
I guess where im going is sort of open ended but, on one hand, maybe basic bullshit u go thru with people and buddies and women is one thing, but for us regular trippers, its almost this whole new dimension or layer to what goes on around us normally. Another thing im sort of breaking down here i guess is, alcohol and nitrous are similar in certain ways i feel like with GABA and shit. And when youre really drunk u end up getting way more aggressive and unihibited and stuff. Adding cannabis into the combos tends to chill it out, but anyone have any experience with any of this stuff.
Lol i know theres a lot here. Maybe it can be branched off of or something. Just wanted to get it all out here. Hope it fits in somewhere.