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nights like tonight

E-girl

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so this is what its like to be adored.
i shiver, thinking about you.
i've never known anyone quite like you...
you have this mysterious way of saying nothing,
but saying everything in just a look
and i find that for the many years i've known you,
i still don't know a damn thing about you.
all i know is that the way you look at me
gets to me.
and maybe that's just your style...
but when you look at me its like i'm the only girl you see.
deep down, something in me keeps flashing a warning about you...
but i put it on hold.
tonight, i'll let you adore me.
falling asleep on your couch,
it felt like the only place in the world i was at peace
you, on the floor,
spinning some new deep tribal house stuff
and i feel you staring at me through closed eyelids
i open my eyes,
and you are looking at me with one of those looks...
the make me wonder
what are you thinking?
why wont you ever tell me?
it was a strange night,
sleeping next to you on soft carpet,
with a fan blowing your freshly-showered scent at me
you were asleep before i even got to say goodnight
so i watched you sleep,
for almost 2 hours
and still, i didn't know what to make of you.
october is going to come too fast for us
i feel it in my bones, creeping up like a deadline
but we have now,
we have tonight
i'll keep on stuffing your mailbox with daisies,
and leaving traces of glitter all throughout your clothes
and whatever tomorrow brings,
i'll look back on nights like tonight,
and i wont be sad.
i had you,
even if you never know it.
i wish i could be your reason to stay,
but who knows...
maybe you'll be my reason
not to.
*sigh*
[ 16 April 2002: Message edited by: E-girl ]
 
E-girl you are one of the most amazing people Ive never met. your writing always touches me, and speaks to me from places in my life that I thought Id lost so long ago.Ive been that guy, sitting watching her sleep, never saying what Im thinking coz the moment is too perfect and I know what I say will come out all wrong. girl you amaze me every time but of all your poems i think this is my favorite. thank you heaps. love ant :)
 
Tell you what: how is it possible that you make me miss you so much? We "met", I know it because there are pictures, but we have SO many coffee-shop afternoons and days in the park to catch up on. Because I have never in my life known someone whose words on a screen could make me love the person that they are quite like you do sweetie. You are wonderful, much like this poem of yours. :)
 
everytime I see a poem posted by you, thats the first I go to.
your words really touch me, and I can relate to a lot of them
like I have said before, KEEP WRITING>
 
Even though that approaching October date may bring you pain, I hope it also brings more of you to Words because I can never get enough of what you write.
but when you look at me its like i'm the only girl you see.
deep down, something in me keeps flashing a warning about you...
but i put it on hold.
tonight, i'll let you adore me.
I think we find the truest kind of love in the most unstable, risky relationships.
Security doesn't breed passion.
Enjoy him.
I can't wait to see this unfold over the next few months.
 
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