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Trigger Warning Night of LSD tripping went horribly wrong

hello, the point I am making is that sleep walking etc. is not quite a psychosis state, unless we are drifting into the dark ages where anything unusual is deemed psychosis.
I gotta look for that interview with David E. Nichols. IIRC he seemed to think that there's a portion of the population that has a quasi-schizophrenic episode halfway through metabolizing an LSD dose. I forget why this is, but it's to do with certain enzymes some people have and others lack. And as I last recall checking, schizophrenia is a form of psychosis, no? That doesn't negate your somnambulant theory, which could be the culprit, or it may affect some people that way and others in a schizo sort of manner. Or of course, something else altogether – these are just two untested hypotheses vis-à-vis LSD's perhaps varied pharmacokinetics.

Regardless, the behavior is problematic and I was attempting to be solution-oriented, let the specialists do any actual diagnosing, ya know? I find your theory fascinating nonetheless!
 
Damn that's a rough story... Yeah, he definitely had a psychotic episode type trip. These can happen to the best of us, but he must've taken a pretty damn lot... I think he should probably never take LSD again. Something about LSD can really mess people up, why, I'm not really sure. You've heard of "acid casualties" like my man Syd in my profile pic, but how often do you hear of mushroom, or DMT "casualties?" Practically unheard of.

Acid for me can get pretty sketchy too. I always make sure to have Trazodone on hand. I was prescribed this for sleep issues awhile back. It targets the 5HT2A receptor in the brain and basically, shuts down the LSD trip. I was having a HELLISH fucking acid trip last Summer and barely managed to remind myself I had that shit. It felt like years until I found it, when it was simply in the droor next to me.

This stuff is a trip shutdown, not benzos. Benzos can calm you down and shit, but Trazodone is the emergency shutdown button. 100mg did the trick as I witnessed thousands of spiders crawling out of my body, I even ended up cutting my leg open a bit... it was bad. I mean that trip itself was definitely a psychotic episode type. Shit I've never had on shrooms or the hundreds of times I've used DMT (my favorite by far).

Either way, this was a bad event, and he should definitely never take acid again. Even if he's used DMT and such, there's always the possibility that dormant mental illness can be brought out. People can trip for years and be fine until one ill fated trip that fucks them up either for months, or forever.

Oh, and I wonder the possibility of this not being real acid. Nbome is so common these days. Sure it mimics acid, but in my experience it is way fucking weirder and uncomfortable, because that's what I got the first time I thought I was taking acid. Nowadays when I take any, it's usually half a tab and I'm vibing, I got some 150 microgram tabs so 75 is a nice functional dose with a light trip for me. 300 is where I went apeshit, but I had the emergency shutdown Trazodone.

I don't even know what the hell I was thinking to take two. I guess I was at a pretty desperate point in my life at that moment and just wanted to leave reality, but... yeah, it was a nightmare. I get chills just thinking about cutting my leg to nearly needing stiches because I had to let the spiders out. This was a trip where I definitely NEEDED a trip sitter. I'm an idiot for doing that alone
 

do not call sleepwalking a psychotic episode, and do not claim that psychosis is genetic, although it appears in families, it may well do with the tradition of that family, the behaviors of adults can create the conditions to develop non-normative behaviors.

some people are born with brain damage and declared schizophrenic at an early age, this is a different thing altogether.
 
do not call sleepwalking a psychotic episode, and do not claim that psychosis is genetic, although it appears in families, it may well do with the tradition of that family, the behaviors of adults can create the conditions to develop non-normative behaviors.

some people are born with brain damage and declared schizophrenic at an early age, this is a different thing altogether.
To whom are you addressing these imperative statements? Lotta orders to be barking out.

Moreover, I'm not convinced that bro was sleep walking. That's your conjecture.

and do not claim that psychosis is genetic, although it appears in families
I feel like these statements are at odds with one another. While yes, it may be true that psychosis can be brought on by trauma, abuse, and other challenging life experiences, the fact is: people who have a family history of psychosis are more likely to develop the condition themselves. This suggests certain genes increase the chance of psychosis. Also, studies of twins have shown that identical twins are more likely to both develop psychosis than fraternal twins. This also suggests that genes may play a role in the condition. So while no, not every case is purely because of genes, there's a good chance it plays a significant role in the development of psychoses.

What really sucks is types II and III schizophrenia…
 
Damn that's a rough story... Yeah, he definitely had a psychotic episode type trip. These can happen to the best of us, but he must've taken a pretty damn lot... I think he should probably never take LSD again. Something about LSD can really mess people up, why, I'm not really sure. You've heard of "acid casualties" like my man Syd in my profile pic, but how often do you hear of mushroom, or DMT "casualties?" Practically unheard of.

Acid for me can get pretty sketchy too. I always make sure to have Trazodone on hand. I was prescribed this for sleep issues awhile back. It targets the 5HT2A receptor in the brain and basically, shuts down the LSD trip. I was having a HELLISH fucking acid trip last Summer and barely managed to remind myself I had that shit. It felt like years until I found it, when it was simply in the droor next to me.

This stuff is a trip shutdown, not benzos. Benzos can calm you down and shit, but Trazodone is the emergency shutdown button. 100mg did the trick as I witnessed thousands of spiders crawling out of my body, I even ended up cutting my leg open a bit... it was bad. I mean that trip itself was definitely a psychotic episode type. Shit I've never had on shrooms or the hundreds of times I've used DMT (my favorite by far).

Either way, this was a bad event, and he should definitely never take acid again. Even if he's used DMT and such, there's always the possibility that dormant mental illness can be brought out. People can trip for years and be fine until one ill fated trip that fucks them up either for months, or forever.

Oh, and I wonder the possibility of this not being real acid. Nbome is so common these days. Sure it mimics acid, but in my experience it is way fucking weirder and uncomfortable, because that's what I got the first time I thought I was taking acid. Nowadays when I take any, it's usually half a tab and I'm vibing, I got some 150 microgram tabs so 75 is a nice functional dose with a light trip for me. 300 is where I went apeshit, but I had the emergency shutdown Trazodone.

I don't even know what the hell I was thinking to take two. I guess I was at a pretty desperate point in my life at that moment and just wanted to leave reality, but... yeah, it was a nightmare. I get chills just thinking about cutting my leg to nearly needing stiches because I had to let the spiders out. This was a trip where I definitely NEEDED a trip sitter. I'm an idiot for doing that alone
That’s why I’m not interested in using acid have seen people flip out and even in regular trips the acid crowd behaves so differently versus the mushroom guys. I mean on festivals etc etc I’ve seen acid heads behaves like lunatics talking constantly they go in mania a lot of times.
For me personally I prefer mushrooms and DMT but DMT no more for me I got too deep , I was becoming delulu(delusional) after a DMT trip months after the trip good I catched it before developed psychosis etc. Was an intense experience spiritually who lifted me with much questions and much answers , questions and answers that we shouldn’t have as humans. My personal core beliefs was challenged.
 
I feel like these statements are at odds with one another. While yes, it may be true that psychosis can be brought on by trauma, abuse, and other challenging life experiences, the fact is: people who have a family history of psychosis are more likely to develop the condition themselves. This suggests certain genes increase the chance of psychosis. Also, studies of twins have shown that identical twins are more likely to both develop psychosis than fraternal twins. This also suggests that genes may play a role in the condition. So while no, not every case is purely because of genes, there's a good chance it plays a significant role in the development of psychoses.
What gets overlooked are the words themselves and their definitions; 'psychosis' and 'schizophrenia' are very poorly defined, because the definitions like most psychological definitions are largely circular and referencing other psychological definitions.. the foundation for all of it is extremely weak.

Genes, enzymes, even parasites in the brain, this still does not explain the whole picture. That last one, parasites, is particularly interesting because there are many parasites that can affect the behaviour of the host in a way that just seems beyond the realm of possibility (via Darwinian selectivity). Very specific behaviour modification; toxoplasmosis from cats demonstrates this ability, targeting a very specific set of cells in the brain.

I bring it back to the point of why the, and many other, psychotic episodes can involve tremendous violence especially in people with no previous history of that (no behaviour patterns). Studies show that the first episode is often quite violent in fact. Why schizophrenic states again often tend towards violence, extreme negative inner dialogue, or even something like Tourette's where obscenities are common. The common denominator in all of that is action that completely contradicts the inner moral nature of the person.

It's funny because Terence McKenna popularized the idea of entities, non-local intelligence structures, through his storytelling. Psychedelics heads are not unfamiliar with the idea obviously, but there is a disconnect between various mental conditions and the possibility of external influence. It may not be the cause in every case, but I'd be willing to be bet the majority of psychotic and schizophrenic states are the result of the mind coming under pressure from external intelligence, like a biological parasite, looking to exert action through the host.
 
To whom are you addressing these imperative statements? Lotta orders to be barking out.

Moreover, I'm not convinced that bro was sleep walking. That's your conjecture.


I feel like these statements are at odds with one another. While yes, it may be true that psychosis can be brought on by trauma, abuse, and other challenging life experiences, the fact is: people who have a family history of psychosis are more likely to develop the condition themselves. This suggests certain genes increase the chance of psychosis. Also, studies of twins have shown that identical twins are more likely to both develop psychosis than fraternal twins. This also suggests that genes may play a role in the condition. So while no, not every case is purely because of genes, there's a good chance it plays a significant role in the development of psychoses.

What really sucks is types II and III schizophrenia…
we don't know what we don't know
and one thing that is not known scientifically (as in it is being redefined as we speak- and disputed by the so called experts) is schizophrenia and psychosis.
we are still in the dark ages with respect to treatments and hospitalization - applying antipsychotics to make the perpetrator quiet. and electroshock therapy is back in the ascendant, whille familly history and genetics is under the lens (will sterilization be applied soon), but not clearly established - yet genetics is still echoed by all the so called experts who have leaky definitions for all their mumbo jumbo.

My exposure to this sector is very critical. My nephew ran a psychiatric hospital (senior psychiatrist) for a decade, and the logic used there ain't pretty.
 
It may not be the cause in every case, but I'd be willing to be bet the majority of psychotic and schizophrenic states are the result of the mind coming under pressure from external intelligence, like a biological parasite, looking to exert action through the host.
Do you have any evidence for this? Don't underestimate the power of the mind.

we don't know what we don't know
Yeah I don't know.

Just kidding. Fair points.
 
Do you have any evidence for this? Don't underestimate the power of the mind.
I have to answer that with a rhetorical question; can you first accurately define the mind? That's part of the issue. I mean the field of modern psychology doesn't even want to acknowledge the concept of mind as something separate from the brain, they want to see them as synonymous - this is because modern psychology, as a branch of science and composed of people within a culture currently based around material reductionism, does not like the idea of something non-material.. it has religious connotations etc.

What even is psychosis? The definition is so poor. To an outsider, me or you tripping on LSD is in itself an apparent psychosis, we do all sorts of 'crazy' things that we know, or at least believe in the moment, are a sort of semi-rational play and not madness. It's only the self-destructive or violent behaviour that then gets categorized under the label psychosis, when actually the whole psychedelic state is a form of psychosis by the literary definition. It's a matter of perspective. But, the reality of the self-destructive and violent behaviour is self-evident, regardless of whether we label it or not.

And that destructive behaviour isn't like the semi-rational play that makes tripping fun. We don't do semi-destructive things.. we go right off the deep end, try to bash peoples heads in, inflict damage on our own bodies.. and importantly it tends to coincide with a loss of self-consciousness unlike the semi-rational play. A trance like state (black eyes), excessive coordination of neuromuscular energy to the point where you can throw five people off you or tear your own muscles from the bone, etc.
 
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within a culture currently based around material reductionism, does not like the idea of something non-material.. it has religious connotations etc.
Firstly, yes I am well aware of the vaguely solipsistic notion that the mind is undefinable as is consciousness and what exactly gives rise to it. Secondly, you're conflating material reductionism with empirical, testable evidence with replicable results when conducted in peer-reviewed tests with appropriate blindnesses and such. It's not a matter of "not liking the idea of something non-material." To the contrary I would say the idea of the mind as separate from the brain is a largely accepted, though untested and unproven, concept. And less to do with religious connotations and more to do with physical sciences. Otherwise we're just imagining shit, laying veils upon reality.

Saying something completely untestable like "the majority of psychotic and schizophrenic states are the result of the mind coming under pressure from external intelligence, like a biological parasite, looking to exert action through the host." is about as credible as RFK Jr.'s brain worms theory. You're effectively saying it's magic from the æther realm. Pretty soon we'll be in Flying Spaghetti Monster realm.

EDIT: sorry, I realize that's pretty harsh of me. It's definitely a more elegant and persuasive argument than FSM, and that's why it's a little dangerous. It's compelling, but what can I say? I'm a man of science and I respond to empirical evidence. This still allows for mind-bending shit like quantum mechanics & entanglement, mind you. I just need to check the math, ya know? Crunch the numbers & whatnot, peak under the hood of God's hotrod, nahmsayin'? Lol
 
i didn't read all the responses to this, but i take it that he has never had any crazy out bursts in your 14 years together? this was the only incident?

i dunno.. i want to say that deep down the dude is a psycho, but some people just don't respond well to lsd. he could've not even known who you are or whatever... crazy stuff. my friend acts like a dick head even on shrooms, and he doesn't have schizophrenia or anything. he's really chill and nice normally. that's just how some people are, not really most people's vibe tripping though.. usually when i start to trip really hard i break down and start crying and turn into a total wimp. i have schizophrenia too, so everyone is different. a lot of schizophrenic people aren't violent.. i wouldn't let this person take anymore lsd around me though. if they aren't done with it after what they did to you, i don't think it's smart for you to still be with this person.

if it hasn't already been asked what was "Taking care of the legal side"? did you press charges or something? anybody can link me to the post if i'm asking the same questions as other people.. sorry i can't read all this at the moment, but wanted to respond to the OP.
 
I made an account only to share that LSD is not a safe drug at all, not for all people. I want to first say I am not a normal person and have had prior drug induced psychosis and manic episodes due to drug use.

I have had such bad psychotic episodes from LSD alone that has made me jump out of a third story window, start running and grabbed some granny saying I need help and eventually I was arrested.

These episodes can run so deep for me that I am without a doubt in my mind about to die. Impending doom, end of the world and certain painful annihilation.

This panic state induced by death-anxiety just made me so fucking rabid, stripped of any personality and all what was left was an animal in fight or flight.

I had a lot of blackouts during the trip but I can recall that these kind of hell-loops went on for a bit before I finally decided enough was enough. I wanted a change of environment and was always drawn to my window as it made me feel safe that there was a world out there. If there was a world out there I felt like I existed, I felt like there was other people out there and it made me calm down. In prior really bad episodes it would calm me down to just open my window and look out, for some reason my dick would be in my hand as that sensation confirmed that I actually existed.

Other odd behaviors in this "doom-loop" involve being thirsty, feeling like I am about to die and going to get some water only to become confused and repeat. Eventually I would just randomly decide to urinate on my bathroom floor instead of in the toilet, I guess there was no time to sit down? Another irrational behavior would be to lay down in a fetal position trying to wank away into some erotic fantasy so that I wouldn't cease to exist. I suppose a lot of these bad experience comes from resistance one way or another.

For those interested the delusions (or reality at the time) were layered on top of each other and eventually reality simply stopped rendering for me. I can only describe this final stage the void or the realization that I am all alone. Nobody exists.

The prior stages to "the void" involve several realizations about time not being real, aliens/ET, alternative realities, communicating with my ancestors and facing generational trauma from my DNA or what is stored in my body through genetics. I would come into touch with "divine knowledge" that made me feel like I know too much. Time travelling spies from Russia and other absurd convictions.

A lot of classic delusions at high pace.

The most disturbing one for me would be that aliens are trying to derive information from my vision and control my actions. This was the most disturbing one for me as reality wasn't real and they had total control over mine. This led to me being utterly convinced all oxygen was removed from my room and I recall laying on the floor convinced I was dying. This invasion of reality by aliens is what ultimately made me jump as I was trying to run away from oblivion.

The reason I responded to this thread is that I am certain without a doubt in my mind that I would be capable of doing something similar or worse to someone else or myself when I am lost in a hole of delusions and full of death-anxiety.
 
People with extant mental illnesses such as @wod467 should certainly steer clear of any form of hallucinogen (psychedelic, dissociative, empathogen, etc.) for their own good. I appreciate your writeup of the experiences you went through, it sounds like it was quite a lot and I'm sorry to hear that. I hope that you're doing well now!
 
People with extant mental illnesses such as @wod467 should certainly steer clear of any form of hallucinogen (psychedelic, dissociative, empathogen, etc.) for their own good. I appreciate your writeup of the experiences you went through, it sounds like it was quite a lot and I'm sorry to hear that. I hope that you're doing well now!
Yeah I am certain that I am prone to psychosis more than the average person.

However I want to make clear that somehow, I did not get any diagnosis of schizophrenia/bipolar or whatever. After a visit to the psych ward and dealing with the pain of mind numbing medications and other complications regarding psychological evaluation I did not receive any diagnosis apart from "drug induced psychosis". So for now I require no medication regarding mood stabilizing or antipsychotic. I am blessed.

Technically speaking I am "normal" on paper besides being labelled an addict but I don't believe it for a second. I feel like I am one relapse away from chronic mental disorder. It's really annoying because I love getting high. I really am soft for those extraordinary moments that are completely out of reach when sober.

Anyhow, thanks for the reply. I am doing better now.
 
Do you guys ever notice that when a substance causes a person to do something really violent and harmful, other people who use the substance without causing violent harm will step up to defend the substance as if the substance were responsible for the harm and others will step up to defend the notion of the person as an individual who would not commit such a violent harmful action?

Why isn’t there just a healthy middle ground of; my partner did something violent and harmful while on lsd so I’m going to let them know that I can’t continue to be a part of their life if they continue using the substance, and likewise I need them to pursue professional help under the assumption that some dark part of them needs professional help?


It doesn’t need to be lsd=inherently bad nor does it need to be personal=inherently bad.

It can just be that person =\= using psychedelic drugs
 
I don't think the cause of this episode can be remotely diagnosed. Adverse reactions like this are known to occur with LSD and also mushrooms and many other psychedelics as confirmed by reports on Erowid and other sources. They are quite rare but not exceedingly so. Past family history of psychosis or schizophrenia is known to correlate the occurrence of such events but is not a definite predictor either way. A big factor is the dose involved with larger doses being much more likely to trigger problems than smaller doses.

Unfortunately it's also very difficult to say what the chances are of this sort of thing happening to the same person again, but the risk repeat reactions is high enough that I think it would be dangerous for him to trip again, especially at higher doses. Perhaps it he were to trip alone, he could at least avoid harming anyone else, but he might still be dangerous to himself.

I also can't give support future trips with "body guards" present to "make it safe". For one thing, the episodes may be caused by an underlying problem that is actually physically threatening to the person suffering. (For example, it could have been seizure related.) For another, a violent tripping person is inherently dangerous and difficult to restrain. It must be understood that psychedelics profoundly enhance muscle power and endurance capabilities. It does so through direct actions on the muscles and nerves controlling them as well as actions on the brain and psychological effects. Again I can refer to Erowid where there are stories of, e.g. 100 lb teen age girls being able to overpower 4 cops. Likewise, "non-lethal" restraint devices like tasers often function as intended, and this increases the risk of harm for everyone. A close elder friend of mine had a nephew who freaked out on mushrooms and was tased by the cops repeatedly over a long period of time leaving him with serious long-term damage. Wherever possible, It's best to avoid mixing violence and violent situations with psychedelics because it is likely to exacerbate the harm all around.
 
That’s why I’m not interested in using acid have seen people flip out and even in regular trips the acid crowd behaves so differently versus the mushroom guys. I mean on festivals etc etc I’ve seen acid heads behaves like lunatics talking constantly they go in mania a lot of times.
For me personally I prefer mushrooms and DMT but DMT no more for me I got too deep , I was becoming delulu(delusional) after a DMT trip months after the trip good I catched it before developed psychosis etc. Was an intense experience spiritually who lifted me with much questions and much answers , questions and answers that we shouldn’t have as humans. My personal core beliefs was challenged.
Yeah I can't deny that using DMT for several months didn't change the way I thought about... quite literally everything. It's lead to good and bad insights; no inbetween. I can't say I had any psychosis like symptoms which is honestly surprising considering I went through 5g in 2 months constantly blasting off into another realm.

I think my ability to handle DMT is abnormal, but I feel that after using DMT so much, shrooms have become more uncomfortable, though I still take them sometimes regardless because I think there's value in that discomfort. Usually to me it's just all the problems in my life physically manifesting, or something. With DMT, you just blast off so far that anything about your life no longer matters.
 
Do you guys ever notice that when a substance causes a person to do something really violent and harmful, other people who use the substance without causing violent harm will step up to defend the substance as if the substance were responsible for the harm and others will step up to defend the notion of the person as an individual who would not commit such a violent harmful action?
You see this with cannabis all the time (minus the violence), with users defending it to the hilt and trying to hand wave away any notion that cannabis might not actually be all positive. The great irony of that is unfortunately to all the sober straight people that lends weight to their position that cannabis isn't completely harmless, because all they see are people (users) defending something absolutely when they should be more nuanced about it. It is a glaring contradiction, especially when many smokers like to believe they are open minded.

I don't think this gets enough attention, and it relates to what I was talking about above (entities). Call it the spirit of the plant/substance if you like, but it doesn't sit much different than a partner who is being abused by their other half and continues to defend them in public. They are possessed by an idea, one which is false. It is also true that generally a user will not be able to recognize this dynamic until they get completely clean, because the substance (entity) is pulling the wool over their [third] eye i.e. intuition. It creates a closed loop of thinking they can't step outside of, until they stop and look back.
Firstly, yes I am well aware of the vaguely solipsistic notion that the mind is undefinable as is consciousness and what exactly gives rise to it. Secondly, you're conflating material reductionism with empirical, testable evidence with replicable results when conducted in peer-reviewed tests with appropriate blindnesses and such. It's not a matter of "not liking the idea of something non-material." To the contrary I would say the idea of the mind as separate from the brain is a largely accepted, though untested and unproven, concept. And less to do with religious connotations and more to do with physical sciences. Otherwise we're just imagining shit, laying veils upon reality.
I know what I've experienced, and that is worth more to me than any peer reviewed paper or waffle of accredited psychologist. I can't deny my own experience, I know these things are there. What they are and how it all functions, that I can not say for sure. Right now my belief is they are functional, non-local parts of a wider biological system, that serve very definite roles in nature. Snippets of mental program, that are supposed to activate and guide the actions of biological life that has developed a degree of autonomy via neurological function and therefore must be guided at certain times to maintain the continuity of the system. For example, the 'violence' may be a snippet related to animal hunting and predation, and perhaps psychedelics open the mind too far and it touches a snippet it shouldn't, causing erroneous action.

Material science can only measure what it can touch, and we're talking about something beyond our current instrumentation. But that doesn't mean it's not valid. After all, there are numerous points of contention within the biological realm, things science can not adequately explain. For example, biological 'form'. It is completely unable to explain how form is passed on, and for a long time it was able to ride on the assumption it was all genetics but after decades of that it still has no answers. Neither can science adequately pinpoint memory or perception in the brain; you have many people with almost the entire grey mass of the brain missing and just have fluid, but who are still functional, which completely contradicts the notion that it is 'all in the brain'.

Science is great, but it can't explain everything. Science would have me believe out-of-body experiences are a violation of the laws of physics and biology, an impossibility, but yet I've had many such experiences and so have thousands of other people. Clearly science does not have the entire picture.
 
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@wod467 you describe what I would expect was an overly high dose hallucinogen experience.
do you know how much lsd you took?

generally speaking if you have phases of blackout, you took too much.
 
You see this with cannabis all the time (minus the violence), with users defending it to the hilt and trying to hand wave away any notion that cannabis might not actually be all positive. The great irony of that is unfortunately to all the sober straight people that lends weight to their position that cannabis isn't completely harmless, because all they see are people (users) defending something absolutely when they should be more nuanced about it. It is a glaring contradiction, especially when many smokers like to believe they are open minded.
Yeah I see it, too, and that's the danger of prohibition and government overreach. When you spend decades telling the public bullshit lies about "gateway drugs" and "reefer madness" type propaganda, of course there's gonna be some swinging of the proverbial pendulum in the other direction. All those lies killed the credibility of those who would point out some of the harm that cannabis / THC & associate cannabinoids can and do cause. So that "nuanced" approach to considering the pros and cons of cannabis use works both ways. The truth meets in the middle, and so should the public. The wrong response is labelling all of its users as criminals.

I don't think this gets enough attention, and it relates to what I was talking about above (entities). Call it the spirit of the plant/substance if you like, but it doesn't sit much different than a partner who is being abused by their other half and continues to defend them in public.
This is not an appropriate simile; the comparison is loaded. Not all people who use drugs abuse them, and this is a different abuse entirely than domestic abuse.

They are possessed by an idea, one which is false. It is also true that generally a user will not be able to recognize this dynamic until they get completely clean, because the substance (entity) is pulling the wool over their [third] eye i.e. intuition. It creates a closed loop of thinking they can't step outside of, until they stop and look back.
I have a few issues here. 1. I dislike and reject the term "clean" as its used here, even though I recognize how commonly the addiction recovery industrial complex likes to use this terminology along with other made up terms like "criminogenic", and even the word "addiction" itself was invented in 1958 by the W.H.O. in an attempt to define a drug's potential danger by correlating it to its supposed risk level of dependency and tolerance issues. So the word "addiction" was meant to imply "spoken for" which is why it shares etymology with the words "diction" and "dictionary". It's a less than perfect metaphor. Similarly saying "until they get completely clean" implies that drug use is inherently "dirty". This somehow never applies to prescription drugs though, even if they exhibit mind-altering effects. No one calls someone "not clean" bc they're taking their ℞ SSRI, or their insulin, or their ADHD medication, etc. It's temperance movement mentality ☞ it's like saying: "cleanliness is next to godliness, so drugs are dirty bc they are evil!" This is bad logic and superstitious thinking.

2. You're using an awful lot of metaphorical language here. "Pull the wool over the third eye"? Jesus H. Christ, man, my third eye rolled so hard I had a past life regression just now. You expect me to believe that using cannabis removes a person's sense of intuition? I can't agree with this.

3. Idk why you seem to think self-awareness is impossible for someone who smokes weed, or does any drug, really. Many times drugs can enhance our abilities to strip layers of illusion off of the world and off of the way we see ourselves. Drugs can enhance a person's sense of spirituality and serve as wonderful tools for exploring the depths of "inner space", as it were. This should be celebrated and encouraged much as it is in the tribal rituals of indigenous peoples all over the globe.

I know what I've experienced, and that is worth more to me than any peer reviewed paper or waffle of accredited psychologist. I can't deny my own experience, I know these things are there.
Ah the hallmarks of confirmation bias, or more to the point perhaps the availability heuristic bias. Of course you know what you've experienced. Personally I question my experiences and try to remain open-minded to the fact that even eye-witness testimony can be inaccurate.

What they are and how it all functions, that I can not say for sure.
I agree with you all the way on this point.

Right now my belief is they are functional, non-local parts of a wider biological system, that serve very definite roles in nature.
Is this a belief or a theory you're not sure about just yet? I know it seems like I'm spitting hairs, but the distinction is important.

Snippets of mental program, that are supposed to activate and guide the actions of biological life that has developed a degree of autonomy via neurological function and therefore must be guided at certain times to maintain the continuity of the system. For example, the 'violence' may be a snippet related to animal hunting and predation, and perhaps psychedelics open the mind too far and it touches a snippet it shouldn't, causing erroneous action.

Material science can only measure what it can touch,
What it can detect, but sure. Nothing wrong with that. It's logical, reasonable, and observable. These are things I value,

and we're talking about something beyond our current instrumentation.
But quite possibly not our future instrumentation.

But that doesn't mean it's not valid. After all, there are numerous points of contention within the biological realm, things science can not adequately explain. For example, biological 'form'. It is completely unable to explain how form is passed on, and for a long time it was able to ride on the assumption it was all genetics but after decades of that it still has no answers. Neither can science adequately pinpoint memory or perception in the brain; you have many people with almost the entire grey mass of the brain missing and just have fluid, but who are still functional, which completely contradicts the notion that it is 'all in the brain'.
Lotta misinformation and oversimplifications in this. Let's break it down. Saying science cannot explain something is usually too strong; it's more accurate to say science hasn't yet fully explained it.

Re: biological form ☞ this is partially true but misleading. While the precise mechanisms of morphogenesis (how organisms develop their shape and structure) are not fully understood, this doesn't mean there's no explanation. Genetics plays a huge role, but it's not the whole story. We know about gene regulatory networks, cell signaling pathways, and physical forces that influence development. The field of developmental biology is actively researching these questions, and significant progress has been made. Saying it's "completely unable" is an overstatement. It's more accurate to say the process is complex and not fully elucidated.

Re: genetics ☞ this is a simplification. While early genetics focused heavily on genes, developmental biology has long recognized that it's not just genes. The interaction of genes with each other, with the environment, and the physical processes of development are all crucial. The field hasn't been "riding on the assumption it was all genetics" for a long time.

Re: memory and grey brain matter ☞ you're again being reductionist and misrepresenting neuroscience. While it's true that the brain exhibits plasticity and redundancy (meaning some functions can be taken over by other areas), the idea that people can be "missing almost the entire grey mass" and be "functional" is highly misleading. Hydrocephalus, the condition you mention, involves fluid buildup, but it doesn't mean the brain tissue is simply gone. The brain adapts, and the degree of functionality varies wildly. Furthermore, even in cases of significant brain damage, there are usually cognitive deficits. The fact that the brain can sometimes compensate for damage doesn't contradict the general principle that brain structure is essential for brain function. Neuroscience is actively researching the neural correlates of consciousness, memory, and perception, and while there are still many unknowns, the field is making progress.

Science is great, but it can't explain everything. Science would have me believe out-of-body experiences are a violation of the laws of physics and biology, an impossibility, but yet I've had many such experiences and so have thousands of other people. Clearly science does not have the entire picture.
With all due respect—and I mean that, not just blurting a rote phraseology; I do respect your thoughts on this—but perhaps you're looking at a portion of this the wrong way. You seem to think the two concepts—science and metaphysics/supernatural phenomena are somehow mutually exclusive. Saying science fails to explain this apparent discrepancy is not entirely accurate. It's just that our current understanding of science hasn't progressed far enough to explain every mystery to us. But virtually every time in the past when people were certain there were magic, sorcery, witches, etc., it turned out that it was just more science we had not quite figured out yet. But it was never evidence of the supernatural. Neither is consciousness and the existence of the individual's mind—or the illusions thereof; who knows for sure, right?—indisputable evidence that they exist outside of the realm of explainable science. Perhaps reality is stranger and beyond the comprehension skills of any human mind, bound as we are to our mortal biologies. But maybe not.

Ultimately, science doesn't unseat this spiritual concept to me. If anything, the elusive explanations and challenges to our understanding of science drives us ever further. I encourage you to distinguish between "we don't fully understand this yet" and "science has no answers." The former is a driver of scientific inquiry, while the latter can be a mischaracterization of the state of knowledge.
 
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