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I have a problem. Psychedelics, shrooms and “ayahuasca” specifically, haven’t had much effect on me nowadays and I’m wondering if it’s the nicotine patches I’m using and/or poppys?
For reference, I have always considered myself a lightweight for psychedelics. I would take 3.5 gs of shrooms for a level 4 trip and this has been standard for me for 12 years.
I rarely trip, no more than once a month, but after a good trip I don’t want to do it again for a year historically.
Shrooms: I took 2 gs around 8pm and had OEVs. Took 4.5 at 12AM from the same batch 4 months later and had a very mild body buzz with zero visuals. Was it the nicotine level?
Poppy’s I had dosed the same on both days, early morning at 6AM.
NOTE: I know aya is temperamental, so I’m blaming my rue as of now.
Aya: not real aya, rue and MHRB. I had eaten 12gs over the course of 2 hours, prepped by gelatin and vit c method with 3.5G rue on a separate occasion 4G rue. First time was cold water extract and lemon, second was naphtha and microwave.
1st time Effects hit 3 hours after consumption and were patterning in tiles/trees but lacking fractals or colors it was more noticing similarities, light wobbles/bouncing and an intense feeling of oneness that was 10 minutes or so with extremely mild CEVs, but it was maybe 1 hour trip that hit 3 hours after I consumed the aya.
2nd time with 4g rue there were zero effects except for moderate stimulation that kept me from sleeping. Both aya attempts occurred past midnight, one time I dosed poppy’s with and second time I had zero poppy’s to dose.
I really want to get a strong trip so I’m more peaceful and I’m also hoping for a “bad” trip to shock me out of drugs and make me crave sobriety. I don’t know if it’s possible, but that would be what I want. I want to confront my bullshit. Those afterglows are something else.
Also I’ve noticed that I have a huge tolerance to everything now. Have I just gotten used to being altered to the point that I need everything in greater measure? Also I think it’s worth mentioning if I get stoned and want it to lessen I’ll take nicotine patch’s and they seem to work for that purpose for myself. I also feel stoned if I don’t have any nicotine at all.
Any theories welcome or insights on using psyches for addictions.
For reference, I have always considered myself a lightweight for psychedelics. I would take 3.5 gs of shrooms for a level 4 trip and this has been standard for me for 12 years.
I rarely trip, no more than once a month, but after a good trip I don’t want to do it again for a year historically.
Shrooms: I took 2 gs around 8pm and had OEVs. Took 4.5 at 12AM from the same batch 4 months later and had a very mild body buzz with zero visuals. Was it the nicotine level?
Poppy’s I had dosed the same on both days, early morning at 6AM.
NOTE: I know aya is temperamental, so I’m blaming my rue as of now.
Aya: not real aya, rue and MHRB. I had eaten 12gs over the course of 2 hours, prepped by gelatin and vit c method with 3.5G rue on a separate occasion 4G rue. First time was cold water extract and lemon, second was naphtha and microwave.
1st time Effects hit 3 hours after consumption and were patterning in tiles/trees but lacking fractals or colors it was more noticing similarities, light wobbles/bouncing and an intense feeling of oneness that was 10 minutes or so with extremely mild CEVs, but it was maybe 1 hour trip that hit 3 hours after I consumed the aya.
2nd time with 4g rue there were zero effects except for moderate stimulation that kept me from sleeping. Both aya attempts occurred past midnight, one time I dosed poppy’s with and second time I had zero poppy’s to dose.
I really want to get a strong trip so I’m more peaceful and I’m also hoping for a “bad” trip to shock me out of drugs and make me crave sobriety. I don’t know if it’s possible, but that would be what I want. I want to confront my bullshit. Those afterglows are something else.
Also I’ve noticed that I have a huge tolerance to everything now. Have I just gotten used to being altered to the point that I need everything in greater measure? Also I think it’s worth mentioning if I get stoned and want it to lessen I’ll take nicotine patch’s and they seem to work for that purpose for myself. I also feel stoned if I don’t have any nicotine at all.
Any theories welcome or insights on using psyches for addictions.
