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StonerNurse

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Hi everyone! Happened across this site last night and decided to join! I'm a nurse, have been since 2008. I'm from Buffalo, NY. Got busted for possession after buying tabs and now I'm in drug court til next June. Freaking pain in the ass man. Drug of choice is opiates and adderal, I came here looking for info on how to use meth as a coworker introduced me to it yesterday and I was scared lol. I started poking around the site and decided I like you guys :)
 
Glad to have you! May I ask how you found the site? I am always interested to know how people come to the site.

Also, if you want to hop in to Drug Culture there are a lot of fun threads there.
 
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Glad to have you! May I ask how you found the site? I am always interested to know how people come to the site.

Also, if you want to hop in to Drug Culture there are a lot of fun threads there.
I switched my search engine to Bing (because Google only ever results w sites that are rehab centers) and I searched along the lines of "can meth be safely eaten" and one of the member questions here resulted maybe 2 pages in; I clicked on her question and found myself here ❤ originally I thought maybe I was looking at an old blog site or something...(I think hers was from like 2017) and after looking around in here I noticed some posts were as recent as that same day :)

Where do I find drug culture?
And thank you for the warm welcome! :)
 
Sweet, thank you! Yeah Im still learning how to navigate the site lol. Still kind of blown away that there's a forum like this out there that don't need to be accessed via the dark web lol!
BL doesn’t need to exist on the dark web because our user agreement and mission make it clear we are not helping users find drugs. Instead we are promoting HR philosophy and practices. It is pretty great!
 
Yes I just found and read those :) and idk I was joking lol...when I used DW as the host for our discussions I meant it in the way that I don't necessarily need to hide or feel ashamed; or hold back/tell half truths out of fear of judgement, when holding/participating in discussions with subject matters such as ours ❤
 
Yes I just found and read those :) and idk I was joking lol...when I used DW as the host for our discussions I meant it in the way that I don't necessarily need to hide or feel ashamed; or hold back/tell half truths out of fear of judgement, when holding/participating in discussions with subject matters such as ours ❤
Judging is very very rare on this forum.

You can get advice here. You can be honest, you can ask questions. Often good laughs here too. Welcome :)
 
Yes I just found and read those :) and idk I was joking lol...when I used DW as the host for our discussions I meant it in the way that I don't necessarily need to hide or feel ashamed; or hold back/tell half truths out of fear of judgement, when holding/participating in discussions with subject matters such as ours ❤
Never feel ashamed to say anything in this forum. The solid purpose of this community is to NOT judge people and help each other out since most of us are addicts. Most people here have been through a lot and can empathize with you. There's only much love and support here ❤
 
Yes I just found and read those :) and idk I was joking lol...when I used DW as the host for our discussions I meant it in the way that I don't necessarily need to hide or feel ashamed; or hold back/tell half truths out of fear of judgement, when holding/participating in discussions with subject matters such as ours ❤
You can talk about yourself and your habits openly here. We have all seen and/or been through a lot. You're among friends.
 
No no no Ghostie Poo (see what I did there? Lmaoooooo) do spill!
Okay i will explain it to you.

I used a whole lot of drugs when i was younger. I wanted to get so far away from reality and from myself as possible. And i got far away alright. Drifting further away from the society, from the so-called "normal people". Sometimes by my own design, sometimes due to circumstances i had absolutely no control over.

So i began to think that i have died and i have become a ghost. Ghost of myself, or a ghost of some other dead person. Kept using drugs. Kept overthinking. Kept sinking down towards the bottom of the sea of madness.

Then i understood that i am not even a ghost. I am a fart of a ghost. Invisible, undetected by any radars, sometimes stinky. Therefore: Ghost fart.

(It is okay to laugh at this story, it is. But that is how the story goes)
 
A coworker introduced you to meth? Like you didn't know what methamphetamine was before or a different type of intro?

Thinking you didn't use it together if you were looking up how to?

Can I ask are you thinking of trying meth while in drug court?
 
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