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Don'tdoit

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Stumbled across this site while looking for what was going to happen to me. I'm 53 and tried meth tonight. I'd like to say I only tried it once but if I did it twice in one day, it's two times huh? I've been around the block a few times but this drug f'ing sucks. All I want to do is sleep and stop having bad breath! I don't plan on ever doing this drug again. If the 'new high' feels like a panic attack and wanting to get out of my own skin is high, then count me out. My friend gave me a shooter(alcohol), told me to swallow it and then fill hall way with water and drink it. Hit me pretty quickly. I enjoyed it. I got a lot of painting done. A few hours later( about 4) he gave me another shooter. I asked him to 'do it like the last time.' He said 'I already did. Enjoy.' So I took it without seeing or asking how much he put in. That was at about 4:20pm. It's now 1:30 am and I'm wide awake. My heart is racing, I have horrible breath, I can't eat anything. I'm guessing from what I've been reading this is all normal. And what's up with the blurred vision and yellow tint? Am I correct that the more one consumes, the longer the high?
Lord I hope not. I have no idea how much I took. Sorry for any grammar mistakes, like I said it's affecting my vision. I even had to take my contacts out. I can't watch tv because it hurts my eyes. Almost like an LSD trip. I already took 2 OTC sleep aids about and had a little bit of green. Nothing is working. I'm so disparate I drank milk!!! My bf is laying beside me but I don't want to wake him unless I have too. He will be so upset with me. Please Help.
 
Welcome don'tdoit. Yeah, meth sucks for me too. I have tried something a bit like it yesterday, a-pvp, came free as a sample, could do with sleep but still can't. Its normal to get a Horrific come down with meth, don't worry. Too much trouble that stuff. Do you have access to benzodiazepines or any other sleepers?

BTW your friend sounds proper cheeky for not telling you how much he put it, that's not decent really.
 
I have OTC sleeping pills. I was afraid to take more. It's been less than 8 hours since I last took some.
 
Also, if it makes you feel any better I am in a pretty similar situation. With no sleeping tabs...8o Yeah, take some more, you/ll be fine. At some point (hopefully not) you might have to accept that this has happened and you'll be asleep at some point today. I promise.
 
Another question you might be able to help with...I usually consume 2-4 bottles of energy shots during the day. Because of this situation, should I not take any once I do get some sleep and wake up?
 
It's not usually for me to work about 96 hours a week. Hence the energy shots, but I'm tired and actually want to sleep.
 
No worries. Pleasure to meet you. Hope you get to sleep soon. Come visit again soon, its not only for emergencies here! You'll be fine, been doing this crap long enough to know. lots of good folk around who will always be happy to help. And knowledgeable people too. :)
 
Believe me, I will never use it again. Never. I've still not slept, getting ready for work now. Side note, I told my bf and he refuses to speak to me. Said I lied to him about it. I didn't lie. He asked if I had taken a Xanax and I told him 'no' because I hadn't taken one. I told him this morning what I had done because I don't want secrets between us. He left for work with barely telling me goodbye. How can I make this up to him? Anybody else had to beg for forgiveness?
 
Frankly, I don't think his attitude is very helpful. You shouldn't feel guilty about what happened, your friend didn't even tell you how much he gave you for a start. And anyway, these things happen, this is how we learn not to do them! But yeah, be sensitive to how he is feeling and why and be extra nice until he forgives, which I am sure he will.
 
Thank you. Hes still barely speaking to me. Im afraid this might be the end of a 4 year relationship. Its killing me. Doing what i did was not worth what i may have lost. I suck. God what a sucky way to learn a hard lesson.
 
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