Newbie here 🤓

[RideOrDi]

Hi y’all. Just wanted to introduce myself. My name is Di. I live in Colorado #DB4L
I’m on pain meds for my back and other meds for depression and anxiety. I’ve recently become a widow and bereaved mother and am really struggling to keep going. I went 42 years without ever doing any type of street drugs and was proud of it. But I ruined my streak and tried coke, hoping that it’d help me emotionally. I joined this forum to educate myself and hopefully receive some support and without judgement.

 

[Jabberwocky]

Hi @RideOrDi,

Very respectable reason to join our community. I hope you get all the support you need. Are you doing anything off line as well to aid your recovery? For now, maybe you can check out Health and Recovery to start. I think you will find a lot of support over there. Or even The Dark Side. Or even, Mental Health.

A lot of us stuggle with similar problems, and you will not be judged here. I, for one, am diagnosed bipolar and struggle with depression at times.

Coke is a hell of a drug, and as you know, a temporary fix.

Good luck in recovery and don't hesitate to use BL as support and reach out as needed.

Welcome to Bluelight!