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highhopes13

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Hi just found this place. Hope to get some good info and maybe some feedback. Am a user of 18 yrs. More than half my life. How pathetic. Yet I still chase it every day
 
Welcome to BL

No shame I'm only 22 with nearly a decade of IV heroin and cocaine use under my belt.
Your among friends here buddy.
:)

What drugs did you do?

Can I show you any forums that may help you?
 
Thank u to everyone for being so kind and welcoming. Not used to niceness. In Australia where I live im nothing but a junkie that no one will take the time for. Am blown away by the whole bluelight community. I'm 33 been addict for 18 yrs heroin. Started smoking drink in and pot at 13 started speed at 15 then year later found my true passion. Heroin. I love it and hate it. I'm like a kid at Xmas I run and jump when it's here then sit back and forget all the shit.

I'm a 33 yr old Aussie heroin chick. Love the drug more than anything. Feel so alone so please any forums u know of I'd be glad to hear about. Thanks for your time and kind words. :)

Hi sorry im 33 . Been using 18 yrs. Thanks for welcoming me
 
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Hey Highhopes glad to hear another Aussie has come on board. :D

I'm from Aus too, not everyone here would think of you like that, I don't.

Here's some parts of Bluelight I reckon you may like:

Australian Drug Discussion:
http://www.bluelight.org/vb/forums/45-Australian-Drug-Discussion

Other drugs:
http://www.bluelight.org/vb/forums/58-Other-Drugs

Basic drug discussion:
http://www.bluelight.org/vb/forums/16-Basic-Drug-Discussion

Drugs in the media:
http://www.bluelight.org/vb/forums/16-Basic-Drug-Discussion

Drug Culture:
http://www.bluelight.org/vb/forums/76-Drug-Culture

The Dark Side: (if you ever need to vent to anyone this is the place to come to)
http://www.bluelight.org/vb/forums/47-The-Dark-Side

Sober living:
http://www.bluelight.org/vb/forums/269-Sober-Living

Healthy living:
http://www.bluelight.org/vb/forums/161-Healthy-Living


And we also have an adoption program which is kind of like a buddy system around the website which can be found here:
http://www.bluelight.org/vb/threads/665029-The-NMI-Adoption-Program-v-2014


Hope I helped, feel free to give me a shout if you need to. :)
 
Thanks alot afterlyfestyle i really wasn't too sure where to go from here so your info is great. Glad to know im not the only Aussie on here. I'm feeling a little better knowing I have somewhere to go where I won't be judged and ridiculed. I'm from New south Wales. Hope its ok to say that. What state u from. Its hard to talk about this lifestyle when majority of people don't want to look at me let alone engage in a convo with me. i can't imagine being drug free. It controls my every thought. I hope i haven't bored u with my bullshit. Thanks again. I'll check out the other parts on here that u reccomended. Hopefully there I'll be able to find someone who wants to be a buddy. I don't have any friends. Only associates who use and abuse me for there own purposes. But i need some form of human interaction. So i stay associated with these people's to pretend i have friends and am a little but normal. Huh. Normal its so overrated. thanks again. ;)
 
Don't stress at all, we're a real chilled out community here. :)

It's definitely okay to say which state you're from, I'm from Adelaide myself and there's quite a few Aussies on here as well!

You haven't bored me and don't worry if you ever need to vent Bluelight is definitely a good outlet to do it. I've made a few friends on here and there's heaps of really insightful people that don't mind lending an ear when you need one. Life is pretty full on at times but if we just try and do what we can, not let things get on top of us then everything gets a lot more peaceful.

Just don't let the negative vibes get to you. :)
 
Hiya highhopes13 - and welcome to Bluelight.

Afterlifestyle has given you some ace links there, which may be of great help to you.

You may also be interested in New Members Introductions (NMI) Social Thread , a social thread within this sub-forum and Greenlighter's Guide , which is an extremely useful document aided to help you learning more about the Bluelight site.

Take care,
Evey
 
Hey high hopes welcome to BL! I'm a 23 year old heroin addict from Massachusetts, USA and I'm new here also. I know how u feel about being judged :/ a lot of ppl are like that around here, too. Its almost summer here and I still have to sweat under long sleaves bc my injection sites are all scarred up. You can imagine what kind of expressions that would render from other people! Lol.

I was once in the break room at my job and across the room there were these 2 boys around my age talking and I overheard one of them say, "so I heard there's a girl here that shoots dope." Followed by judgmental snickering. His friend replied "oh good to know if I ever decide to give up on life. What a loser."

Little did they know I was directly across the room from them, feeling like someone clamped my heart with a hair straightener on full heat. What makes it even worse was I was in fact sitting there with my phone dope sick trying to set up a deal, and leaving work 2 hours early bc I was sick.

They also don't know what my background is like; that every morning I look in the mirror and pray that this shot right here would be strong enough to put me out bc i just can't take it anymore.

I have an introduction thread I started the other day and I wrote my story in it if you care to read it. It might make you feel better to read someone else's addiction story :) and should you ever just need to vent or chat you can PM me or email me at [email protected]. (don't know if adding that is allowed.. Sry mods)

H_Queen<3
 
Hi h queen thanks for your msg. I wish the world was a kinder place and that people thought a little before they spoke. That must've been really hard to hear those guys talking bout u. I too have to wear clothing to cover my scars. Its sooooo degrading. Can't even go swimming when it's hot. Its fucked. Could I add u as a friend. Look after yaself. Hope to hear from u again soon.

Thanks Evie. He has been great. He even adopted me. Wow. Never been wanted before. It was nice feeling. Never new these things were out there. But so glad I found this. Don't feel so alone now.

Thanks for the welcome captain heroin. What a blow out is your user name. Appreciate your attention and replying to me

hi hqueen how can I find your thread. I'd like to know more about u and read it.
 
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Been struggling alot lately. What's the thread u started about yaself. Were can I find it. Please get back to me
 
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