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Opioids newbe, after 35 years clean so 2nd time newbe lol

coyote27636

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8( I haven't iv in 30 years just shot up 4 little white oxycodone, I did it cold water, I swallow 3 to 4 15mg a day, for pain tolerance so high it just takes edge off, I did it old school cold water crushed, cig, filter and slammed! felt very little, out of pills till tomorrow, the are blue, I know I have to take coating off, but have heard so much stuff about it affecting lungs, blah blah, I am old school, I used cocaine 35 40 years ago and I did it like that barely felt anything, I will be ok right? I am 50 51 april 22, and I cannot believe I am doing this shit again but I cannot have a productive life without meds. so strict here they will not up me after ten years also take 3 -6 1mg of xnax a day for ptsd, antidepressents have given me a bad reaction everytime. burned alittle so I know I missed alittle but I got most in, felt very little but pain is gone!!! thank God! any comments, am I in danger and when will I know? after reading some of the posts about fillers, coatings, etc I am , after the fact, concerned. I felt very small rush like 2 seconds, that sucked but main concern is to relieve my pain.:sus:
 
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Welcome, Coyote, I can't speak to your iv'ing your drugs, but I am tapering off my oxy's b/c my tolerance is so high, I can hardly feel them. For how much money I have to pay to get my script approved each month is insane... I have to go to the pain management clinic each month... I am prescribed 3 a day... that is just not working. I usually use too many the first week, and then I am short the rest of the month. I am sick of this game being played by pain management docs. So, I am very, very slowly tapering off. I can't see another solution, and where I live, there are not many pills on the street. And I am not going to ever consider H.
 
is this on sie? can anyone read this I do not know if this is working? getting frustrated!!!!
 
I understand that, so far my regular dr does my script, not pain management yet, and I do not want that of course, thanks for replying I didn't know if it was working or if I did something wrong. I cannot believe I did it myself, but the pain is so bad and I run short at the end of they month too. this shit sucks, but what are we suppose to do when you cannot function without them, not cause of addiction, but because of the pain? its like a no win. its sucks getting older nd for young people to have to live with pain, it controls my life I cannot make plans, do not know if I will be able to walk that day, ok when I have meds, but at the end of month I suffer!!! but after ten years damn what do they expect, well God bless and thanks for reply hope all works out for you!
 
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