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[Gooped]

Hey y’all I just recently got out the army and fell off the band wagon and just came down and don’t know where to grab anything not sure what to do. Just went to methadone clinic and that was a shit show.. not wanting to resort to resort to getting some random fent from the street but feel like ima have too..

 

[Ds]

Hey @Gooped Welcome to Bluelight =)

Happy to see you here

What has helped me the most is doing something active, and speaking mostly here on Bluelight. There is tons of material here that you can read over, but also there are some pretty interesting threads that might spark your interest. =)
https://www.bluelight.org/xf/forums/#recovery-support.268 has some check-in daily's/how do you feel threads to let us know how you are doing, also some good reads about other Bluelighters here that have, had or currently experiencing life and lifes troubles.

if you like to debate, and enjoy any topics like news and media related then check out https://www.bluelight.org/xf/forums/current-events-politics-and-science.50/
there is a good thread in there about covid19 and its a really interesting read.

Just kinda look around and find something to keep active.

 

[Jabberwocky]

Hi @Gooped,

Just edited out your location, because BL is not here to help you find drugs.

Welcome to Bluelight though! I hope you can find other reasons to stay active!

Peace.

 

[PtahTek]

... not wanting to resort to getting some random fent from the street but feel like ima have to.

This is a hellova gamble we take when using. Not the best of hands to be dealt but the game is the game....
How long was you in with uncle sam, mind if I ask? Is the option to return to AD a viable option? Or are ya done with it?
Welcome to bluelight. Most of ones questions can be sussed out somewhere in these forums but not sure what to suggest as far as any general direction to send one.
Hope ya stick around and kick it for a minute or two. Share some insight(s) or just fuck around and talk some yin-yang.
Be easy and safe if possible,
Ptah

 

[NYCityguy]

My strong recommendation is to kill one drug with another. The opiates have to go. Methadone heroin all those will keep pulling you into major withdrawals. They change your actual body chemical products too. It’s a no win. For anyone. No one I have know wins on heroin. Methadone will kill you. It eats your bones.
I moved from drug to drug so to get off opiates I did cocaine. Then I cooked the coke into crack. Then off of crack I used meth. Then they just slowed down my interests no withdrawals