This happend a couple of months ago on new years day in 2012 (leading onto 2013), I was 17 at the time and im 6ft and quite broad and built.. if that makes any difference...
I have never done MDMA before this point, a bit of weed every now and then, laughing gas and I drink a lot but never any harsh drugs (apart from when me and one of my mates got stupidly drunk and found a bag of yellow/white crystals on the dirty muddy floor of reading festival which we decided was a good idea to snort and gum, however it did no effect on me. It could have gone horrible wrong and we assume that was mephadrone?)
Anyway nothing was going on on new years eve apart from a tedious house party with a group of these boring girls and wankers from some private schools and we decided to make our own fun. We heard about this rave just out of London which looked amazing and decided we should spend our night there because it was something different to what we would normally do on new years eve (Last year I spent it at my house party with my head in a toilet bowl for most the night)
There was 5 of us going and we goot 2.5g between us (500mg each) however they had all tried it at least once before so I was at a disadvantage! We cut it all up, made four bombs for each of us contining around 125mg in each bomb. We put it into our own little baggies and made our way to the rave by train. I was very nervous during this train journey beign taken completely out of my comfort zone with the thought of doing this drug and entering an illegal rave. Howeevr We were the first of the train and we followed this man who walked us and the army of ravers behind us to the destination...
we could start hearing a warm bass coming from the industrial estate, I got more excited but a distinct flash of blue lights flashed in the distance. The police had arrived and they basically closed it down, we waited around for a while to see if theyd go but they did not, it was now about half 11... One of my mates had a free house and we got a cab back to his all the way, turns out tis place was only about half an hour away from his house and the cab fare was not expensive. We took these other two girls we met in the que back to his and spent 12 o'clock in the cab. We drove down main roads light up by the fireworks that surrounded us and the sight of wemberly stadium in the distance put us in the mood to finnally take our first bomb. However the mood was dampend shrtly after when we came accross a guy laying in the road unconscious/ dead with people around him... fuck. by the time we got to this guys house it was half 12 and everones MDMA kicked in... mine hadnt and I wated a further 15 mins before I finally felt anyting but within that 15 mins, i took my second bomb whic was probs a bad move I dont know. So it kicked in and oh my god it felt good! I felt a tingling rush feeling through out my body (especially my stomach) it felt realy odd but nice, my teeth felt odd too, they felt like they were overing above my gums and I had this urge to bounce my head to the music we played on his speakers, I couldnt control it but it felt right.
I did have a little panic attack if thats what you could call it on the extremely quick comeup/wave of euphoria where I think my heartbeat had to rapidly speed up to keep up with my mood, I ran outside as if to be sick but felt no sicknes as I got outside and just layed my head on a rain water coverd table for a couple of seconds. The coldness crept up on me and I retreated indoors again. We found a strobe light on youtube called something like 'extreme seizure warning strobe' and fuck me did it look odd! It flashed about 5 different colours so quickly and we played it on full size on his mac. We all just stared into it for ages and all of us repoted seeing some slightly strange visuals and shapes for example I saw aztec patterns that changed everynow and then, great experience.
We ll stared to get a bit hot at the same time so we turned off his heating danced some more, then my jaw started gurning, I had about 5 gums in my mouth creating a massive ball and I just chewed the shit out of the gum all night which made my jawline look fat and disfigured the next day, my teeth were loose and ached haha.
I got everyone to do this little trick YOU SHOULD ALL try this next tie your rolling! We put our arms in our pockets or against a wall with our palms facing towards us to our sides and then we pushed out as fat as we could without moving our body from its position and stayed there pushing for about 40 seconds. Your arm muscles contracts and it begins to raise by itsef.... FUCKING stange when your rolling! Try it now if you want, it still feels weird haha.
We danced sme more dropped a few more bombs and started to chat with eachother, I felt a whle new warmth between my friends and we resoolved some disuits etc with eachother which we repressed for ages beforethis, everything has been cool since then which was really good
We went for a run around the streets at about 4 in the morning and the feeling of the rain splashing on our faces felt incredible... until i stepped into a puddle and wanted to go back, whoops!
Then these other girls turn up from a local partyand were quite drunk... it felt a bit strange them being there and not on the same wavelengthy but fuck it, i just made them drink more so it wasnt as strangge. We all started to give eachother back rubs (sounds kinda gay but it was mainly with the girls... it felt amazing for ome reason) and touching their faces felt so soft and incredible... I must have seemed strange to them, but to me it was perfectly okay haha.
I found it very hard to take a piss and my friend who went to have sex with one of the girls reported it was hard to get an erection and keep it once it was there because he was so distracted by life in general, but he said it still felt good while it lasted.
As we started co come down after our fouth bomb we moked a few joints (or zoots if your from london) and we began too feel sleepy at aroun 9, it was bright and everyone just sat down in silence for a while. I left to go gome at around 10 and my pupils were still a bit dilated however I didnt feel depressed, sick or anything just a bit tired and cloudy and the thought of how good I felt that night made me smile and feel good on the 20 min walk home.
I felt like this all the rest of the day and just chilled at home watching tv with my girlfriend who went out clubbing instead (she doesnt like me doing anydrugs but she didnt notice I had done any) The day after that I felt normal but for two weeks I had a craving to do it again but made sure I didnt, that feeling dissapeared and Im doing it again tonight (just 250mg, I have work inthe morning, fuck!) which has been about 8 weeks so I assume it would be okay to do it again?
Anyways Thats all for now, I have not spell checked anyof this or anything so sorry if it sounds stupid etc, i just cant be botherd haha
I have never done MDMA before this point, a bit of weed every now and then, laughing gas and I drink a lot but never any harsh drugs (apart from when me and one of my mates got stupidly drunk and found a bag of yellow/white crystals on the dirty muddy floor of reading festival which we decided was a good idea to snort and gum, however it did no effect on me. It could have gone horrible wrong and we assume that was mephadrone?)
Anyway nothing was going on on new years eve apart from a tedious house party with a group of these boring girls and wankers from some private schools and we decided to make our own fun. We heard about this rave just out of London which looked amazing and decided we should spend our night there because it was something different to what we would normally do on new years eve (Last year I spent it at my house party with my head in a toilet bowl for most the night)
There was 5 of us going and we goot 2.5g between us (500mg each) however they had all tried it at least once before so I was at a disadvantage! We cut it all up, made four bombs for each of us contining around 125mg in each bomb. We put it into our own little baggies and made our way to the rave by train. I was very nervous during this train journey beign taken completely out of my comfort zone with the thought of doing this drug and entering an illegal rave. Howeevr We were the first of the train and we followed this man who walked us and the army of ravers behind us to the destination...
we could start hearing a warm bass coming from the industrial estate, I got more excited but a distinct flash of blue lights flashed in the distance. The police had arrived and they basically closed it down, we waited around for a while to see if theyd go but they did not, it was now about half 11... One of my mates had a free house and we got a cab back to his all the way, turns out tis place was only about half an hour away from his house and the cab fare was not expensive. We took these other two girls we met in the que back to his and spent 12 o'clock in the cab. We drove down main roads light up by the fireworks that surrounded us and the sight of wemberly stadium in the distance put us in the mood to finnally take our first bomb. However the mood was dampend shrtly after when we came accross a guy laying in the road unconscious/ dead with people around him... fuck. by the time we got to this guys house it was half 12 and everones MDMA kicked in... mine hadnt and I wated a further 15 mins before I finally felt anyting but within that 15 mins, i took my second bomb whic was probs a bad move I dont know. So it kicked in and oh my god it felt good! I felt a tingling rush feeling through out my body (especially my stomach) it felt realy odd but nice, my teeth felt odd too, they felt like they were overing above my gums and I had this urge to bounce my head to the music we played on his speakers, I couldnt control it but it felt right.
I did have a little panic attack if thats what you could call it on the extremely quick comeup/wave of euphoria where I think my heartbeat had to rapidly speed up to keep up with my mood, I ran outside as if to be sick but felt no sicknes as I got outside and just layed my head on a rain water coverd table for a couple of seconds. The coldness crept up on me and I retreated indoors again. We found a strobe light on youtube called something like 'extreme seizure warning strobe' and fuck me did it look odd! It flashed about 5 different colours so quickly and we played it on full size on his mac. We all just stared into it for ages and all of us repoted seeing some slightly strange visuals and shapes for example I saw aztec patterns that changed everynow and then, great experience.
We ll stared to get a bit hot at the same time so we turned off his heating danced some more, then my jaw started gurning, I had about 5 gums in my mouth creating a massive ball and I just chewed the shit out of the gum all night which made my jawline look fat and disfigured the next day, my teeth were loose and ached haha.
I got everyone to do this little trick YOU SHOULD ALL try this next tie your rolling! We put our arms in our pockets or against a wall with our palms facing towards us to our sides and then we pushed out as fat as we could without moving our body from its position and stayed there pushing for about 40 seconds. Your arm muscles contracts and it begins to raise by itsef.... FUCKING stange when your rolling! Try it now if you want, it still feels weird haha.
We danced sme more dropped a few more bombs and started to chat with eachother, I felt a whle new warmth between my friends and we resoolved some disuits etc with eachother which we repressed for ages beforethis, everything has been cool since then which was really good
We went for a run around the streets at about 4 in the morning and the feeling of the rain splashing on our faces felt incredible... until i stepped into a puddle and wanted to go back, whoops! Then these other girls turn up from a local partyand were quite drunk... it felt a bit strange them being there and not on the same wavelengthy but fuck it, i just made them drink more so it wasnt as strangge. We all started to give eachother back rubs (sounds kinda gay but it was mainly with the girls... it felt amazing for ome reason) and touching their faces felt so soft and incredible... I must have seemed strange to them, but to me it was perfectly okay haha.
I found it very hard to take a piss and my friend who went to have sex with one of the girls reported it was hard to get an erection and keep it once it was there because he was so distracted by life in general, but he said it still felt good while it lasted.
As we started co come down after our fouth bomb we moked a few joints (or zoots if your from london) and we began too feel sleepy at aroun 9, it was bright and everyone just sat down in silence for a while. I left to go gome at around 10 and my pupils were still a bit dilated however I didnt feel depressed, sick or anything just a bit tired and cloudy and the thought of how good I felt that night made me smile and feel good on the 20 min walk home.
I felt like this all the rest of the day and just chilled at home watching tv with my girlfriend who went out clubbing instead (she doesnt like me doing anydrugs but she didnt notice I had done any) The day after that I felt normal but for two weeks I had a craving to do it again but made sure I didnt, that feeling dissapeared and Im doing it again tonight (just 250mg, I have work inthe morning, fuck!) which has been about 8 weeks so I assume it would be okay to do it again?
Anyways Thats all for now, I have not spell checked anyof this or anything so sorry if it sounds stupid etc, i just cant be botherd haha
