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Greenlighter
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What's up guys! My name is irreverent to my stories, but I'm 23 and of the Male Human Gender... I decided to make an account on Bluelight to share some experiences, as I have lots. I have not tried too many different types of drugs, but I have realized that I am very good at getting hooked on the ones that benefit me temporarily and allowing me to more efficiently manage my life.
I have smoked cannabis through just about every type of glass tube you could ever imagine whether it be flower, keef, sludgy black hash oil, low-low-beaner-quality stuff, or legal medicinal cannabis crystal'y concentrates. Cannabis in my mind is harmless, it adds a feeling of relaxation or removes the dull roar that I consider life sometimes. Cannabis also benefits in the come down of other drugs such as Opiates or Stimulants.
I also had a period in my life of about 4-months where I was working as a delivery driver and found somebody that could get me "fake-weed," ... more like potpourri that gets you high. The fake stuff had a very different feeling to it than THC, but it definitely got me pretty buzzing and more motivated. However, the fake stuff came with the side-effects of a horrible headache, or simply lasted about 5 minutes. ... obviously requiring another one-timer. Or Six. I came home late one night and my mom found the pouch with a one-timer inside and put "two and two." ... However, nothing I couldn't get past.
I ran into Vicodin suddenly after receiving a couple from friends. That was where my life ALMOST went off the tracks. I started more frequently purchasing 5 x 325 Vic's or Perc's and enjoyed my experiences over the course of about 6 months. THEN, everything changed... My friend that was supplying my minor addiction to weaker opiates found a supply of 10 x 325's, finally leading to what got me in trouble... 15mg oxycodone tablets. My mom managed to finally figure out why I was always out of money, constantly going to the ATM and withdrawing similar amounts, but increasing greatly as time went on. I remember I would grab a decent amount of cash from the ATM and drove less than a mile from my house to a much middle age women's apartment who was prescribed with what I was becoming hooked on... and fast... She had a spoiled brat kid, but I always felt bad for him as his mother left him at daycare at the casino just about every other evening... What was also occurring every other evening, was my ATM withdrawals, along with Fee's since I didn't care... ALL to get just a couple of these 15mg Oxycodone's and hangout playing games in my room. That came to an end when I was confronted by my parents one morning, it was over...
I attended 30 Three-hour Outpatient Rehab classes where I drew pictures on top of my prayers folder for 3 hours before meeting up with some friends to smoke pot afterwards and forget the crappy disappointed drama presented by my immediate family. I still don't have a friendly place for opiates after such a miserable experience... lovely too... but realistically miserable.
Unless... I need pain medication for say... my wrist that I have now fractured twice falling onto ice in less than a years time. The first time I fell, I may or may not have hit my wrist with a hammer and made it worse to ensure a nice RX prescription. <--- TIP: ( Don't do this... not worth it... especially not in the wrist. I had to succumb to two surgeries repairing my tendon and also the nerve, which is still very messed up. )
I rather recently took 20 300mg - (6 GRAMS) - of Gabapentin (Treating my moms Nerve Pain, yet sits loosely in the cupboard.) over the course of 4 hours, and after only feeling slightly intoxicated (similar to a drunken state) playing board games with my parents on New Years Eve, I passed out in the chair around 8:00PM and could not be woken up or reassured of life after sleeping in what felt like a "good-nights rest," but was actually 26 hours of sleep. ... If you have never slept through an entire day before without waking up once before the proceeding day, I recommend it... I was confused for about a week.
Finally, ladies and gentlemen, after being introduced by receiving ONE capsule from a friend, saying it didn't do much. I conclude with my current addiction... and yes, I consider it to be an addiction as I can't recall the last time in the past two years I havn't purchased 30mg Adderall XR's between a period of more than two weeks. I love adderall, I obtain it from somebody to whom is prescribed and doesn't take the full prescription. I have the ability to efficiently monitor my spending and know when to prioritize, but lately... literally the last two weeks... I'm on thin ice due to moving across the city, but not worried about a so called crash. I have been on heavy doses of Adderall (90 - 150mg doses) for aproximately the two and a half years and counting. I have seen a psychologist a couple times about determining the severity of my ADD/ADHD, but I always lose interest when following up... ironic huh?...
Well, I think that's all I have time to disclose tonight... I am sharing my experiences for just ONE reader to enjoy or learn something, whether it be some of the great times I've had, or those that loomed in darkness.
....... Oh... whoops, the whole reason I had the idea to post on this website was to mention that I tried snorting Cocaine for the first time with a friend. I wasn't impressed... that and the after-effect it causes wasn't desirable by any means... did I mention it lasted 12 minutes?Stay warm folks.
I have smoked cannabis through just about every type of glass tube you could ever imagine whether it be flower, keef, sludgy black hash oil, low-low-beaner-quality stuff, or legal medicinal cannabis crystal'y concentrates. Cannabis in my mind is harmless, it adds a feeling of relaxation or removes the dull roar that I consider life sometimes. Cannabis also benefits in the come down of other drugs such as Opiates or Stimulants.
I also had a period in my life of about 4-months where I was working as a delivery driver and found somebody that could get me "fake-weed," ... more like potpourri that gets you high. The fake stuff had a very different feeling to it than THC, but it definitely got me pretty buzzing and more motivated. However, the fake stuff came with the side-effects of a horrible headache, or simply lasted about 5 minutes. ... obviously requiring another one-timer. Or Six. I came home late one night and my mom found the pouch with a one-timer inside and put "two and two." ... However, nothing I couldn't get past.
I ran into Vicodin suddenly after receiving a couple from friends. That was where my life ALMOST went off the tracks. I started more frequently purchasing 5 x 325 Vic's or Perc's and enjoyed my experiences over the course of about 6 months. THEN, everything changed... My friend that was supplying my minor addiction to weaker opiates found a supply of 10 x 325's, finally leading to what got me in trouble... 15mg oxycodone tablets. My mom managed to finally figure out why I was always out of money, constantly going to the ATM and withdrawing similar amounts, but increasing greatly as time went on. I remember I would grab a decent amount of cash from the ATM and drove less than a mile from my house to a much middle age women's apartment who was prescribed with what I was becoming hooked on... and fast... She had a spoiled brat kid, but I always felt bad for him as his mother left him at daycare at the casino just about every other evening... What was also occurring every other evening, was my ATM withdrawals, along with Fee's since I didn't care... ALL to get just a couple of these 15mg Oxycodone's and hangout playing games in my room. That came to an end when I was confronted by my parents one morning, it was over...
I attended 30 Three-hour Outpatient Rehab classes where I drew pictures on top of my prayers folder for 3 hours before meeting up with some friends to smoke pot afterwards and forget the crappy disappointed drama presented by my immediate family. I still don't have a friendly place for opiates after such a miserable experience... lovely too... but realistically miserable.
Unless... I need pain medication for say... my wrist that I have now fractured twice falling onto ice in less than a years time. The first time I fell, I may or may not have hit my wrist with a hammer and made it worse to ensure a nice RX prescription. <--- TIP: ( Don't do this... not worth it... especially not in the wrist. I had to succumb to two surgeries repairing my tendon and also the nerve, which is still very messed up. )
I rather recently took 20 300mg - (6 GRAMS) - of Gabapentin (Treating my moms Nerve Pain, yet sits loosely in the cupboard.) over the course of 4 hours, and after only feeling slightly intoxicated (similar to a drunken state) playing board games with my parents on New Years Eve, I passed out in the chair around 8:00PM and could not be woken up or reassured of life after sleeping in what felt like a "good-nights rest," but was actually 26 hours of sleep. ... If you have never slept through an entire day before without waking up once before the proceeding day, I recommend it... I was confused for about a week.
Finally, ladies and gentlemen, after being introduced by receiving ONE capsule from a friend, saying it didn't do much. I conclude with my current addiction... and yes, I consider it to be an addiction as I can't recall the last time in the past two years I havn't purchased 30mg Adderall XR's between a period of more than two weeks. I love adderall, I obtain it from somebody to whom is prescribed and doesn't take the full prescription. I have the ability to efficiently monitor my spending and know when to prioritize, but lately... literally the last two weeks... I'm on thin ice due to moving across the city, but not worried about a so called crash. I have been on heavy doses of Adderall (90 - 150mg doses) for aproximately the two and a half years and counting. I have seen a psychologist a couple times about determining the severity of my ADD/ADHD, but I always lose interest when following up... ironic huh?...
Well, I think that's all I have time to disclose tonight... I am sharing my experiences for just ONE reader to enjoy or learn something, whether it be some of the great times I've had, or those that loomed in darkness.
....... Oh... whoops, the whole reason I had the idea to post on this website was to mention that I tried snorting Cocaine for the first time with a friend. I wasn't impressed... that and the after-effect it causes wasn't desirable by any means... did I mention it lasted 12 minutes?Stay warm folks.
