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New to posting... Time to KICK this demon in the NUTS!!

ghostofnewriver

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Hello everyone. My name is Jason. I have been coming to these forums for years, and through time have found the strength to finally detox off of opiates for good. I found this strength by reading the many inspirational stories here, and meeting an amazing woman that deserves better than an addict. Don't get me wrong, i will blaze down, and go to the shroom church till i die, but i am sick of being a slave to a master that is incapable of loving me. I quit the methadone clinic 3 months ago. I was on 80 mgs a day there. Through the months, i have weened my habit down to a roxy 30, or 30 mgs of done a day, alternating as to not give the done time to rob me of the relief i get from anything BUT it.

After doing some reading on here, i have decided to give Kratom leaf a try. I took my last 3 dones this morning, and my Kratom arrived shortly after. I only purchased 40g to start with, to make sure it will work.

What i failed to find out is, What dose should i be on to start? I have 10g of each, Malaysian, Bali, thai, and Maeng da. I've been told that these are of varying quality, and the dosing may be different. Could anyone out there please help me figure out a dose level? With the amount i take a day, should this work for me? How much should i need to just not be sick? How much should i take if i need some extra pep for the day?

I hope this thread is in the right spot. If not, i am sorry, Moderators. The community on this Forum has helped me so much in the past, I hope you awesome possums don't mind helping me with this. When all is said and done, I plan on sharing my story with others here in hope that i can help others in the same way i have been helped here. Pay it forward.

Thank you, Bluelight, for having me here. Thank you for helping give me the strength to take my life back from this demon habit. If anyone can help me figure out a dose, and maybe a schedule, I would greatly appreciate it.

Love, Peace, and Positive energy to all of you.

<3Ghost
 
Welcome Ghost, I am new here myself - ironically I am here to to quit kratom - so if kratom helps with your WD's from the done, just be careful you don't swap mistresses.

Dosage with kratom can vary so much from person to person and batch to batch, I'm not familiar with Malaysian too much, but know that Bali is the more sedating, and Thai/MD are more stimulating - I can't help too much with dosage, as the stuff you say you have got wouldn't last me half a day the way my habit's got out of control... Maybe start with 5g of bali?

Anyway, I will be starting a thread about my attempt to quit in the Dark Side part of the forum - I will write more about my adventures with kratom and my adventure with withdrawal.

If there's anything I can do to help, let me know, and if we can help each other then great.

Very best of luck to you :)
 
Ive heard of Kratom before, but never seen it or heard how its used. Please Explain?
 
Thank you guys so much. I am really excited to get started with my detox tomorrow. I couldn't resist and dosed my roomie and gf with some of the Kratom today. They LOVED it (not to mention cleaned the whole frikkin house!). Gave them each 5g and they both say as long as i stop, i should do well with this,. Ive beaten the "I wanna get high" part... just gotta get through the horrible sickies...

After posting this thread i did read the Kratom thread. God bless Pegasus. I hope that, like Pegasus, i can help here once i'm clean and be a voice of EXP. for others seeking to be rid of this horrible monster of a habit.

Thank you again everyone for the incredible welcome. I am sure that with a support system like BL, i can kick this demon in the nuts.

You folks have magical dreams of five hundred foot tall vishnas made out of fractals of light.... Or just sweet dreams... whatever floats your lifeboat
 
Good Morning fellow BLers! So i dosed my Kratom a few minutes ago. No effects yet, but i am starting to see that trying to keep down kratom water sludge is problably going to be impossible on day 4 or 5. Anyone have any ingestion methods that would help? Is pushing a viable option, considering i will be waking up with the squirts sooner or later? Not trying to be grody. I will post soon when the Kratom kicks in. Thank you for tolerating my child-like excitement.
 
welcome!!! kicking opes is hard but i did it twice. 1st time-many years ago was chem detox-for opes and alcohol. this last time was a legit RX but i lost my health insurance and it all went to hell after that. but then i just got tired of it all. the coping,the dope sickness,all of it. so i doped myself down a mg per day. took 9 months and was hard but i don't crave them anymore and i have been off then almost 2 years. you can do it. i know you can. let me know if i can help. and good luck-you CAN do it. i believe in you:)
much peace and love........................skillz<3
 
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